Missunderstanding??

Theres this entry bout me goin to fga recently... kinda gave ppl the wrong impression of my babee gal =/ my babee gal is the nicest person in the world and she would never wan to hurt me =) besides is really not her fault cose her fam had this last minute decision tingy not to go to church that day and all.... oh yeah and i stayed till 11 tingy , wus my own decision cose she said "MAYBE" her fam might be goin . Anyway she ask me to go bak actually , cose the probibility for her fam to go wus low . But i wanted to stay , cose there wus still a slight chance for me to see her . so yepz , i guess everythings clear now... =)))) i guess i will stop at this point .

Kenneth luvs his baybee very very much~~~

ken signing out =)

His So Lucky His a Star~~ but he... eerr (LAME)

subconcious eerrr wat subconcious???

Main Entry: 1sub·con·scious
Function: adjective
1 : existing in the mind but not immediately available to consciousness : affecting thought, feeling, and behavior without entering awareness (subconscious motives) (a subconscious reflex)
2 : imperfectly conscious : partially but not fully aware (the persistence of subconscious dream activity for several minutes after waking —Psychological Abstracts) —sub·con·scious·ly adverb —sub·con·scious·ness noun

Source: Merriam-Webster's Medical Dictionary, © 2002 Merriam-Webster, Inc.

is pretty amazing how our brains can affect us.... =S well , this morn i set my alarm at 7 am hopping i can wake up and call my baybee~~ to our breakfast outing... all i can remember is i woke up , and find my fone missin.... i wus like surprise where in the world it ended up 2.... =S so i look around behind my bak and saw my hp lying next to me on the bed (-________-""""") i am like... "huh" wat in the world... =S ish ish ish is like 930 am di sobz~~~ my baybee must like b beezzeee packin and ready 2 go to genting di =S so i smsed her askin whether she left the hse di ~ but there wus no reply... =S and as we all know... wat kenneths gonna do next =Ppp sleeep~~~ oh yeah i got a call from leon 2 askin me to teman him to nilai =S which i failed 2 cose.. i gtg teman my ol'fren who just came bak from NZ

1200 pm..... (-_________-"""") i hop out of bed and quickly sms my buddy Yung Han.... i told him to meet me and Mc D's Old Town at 1.... =)) so i rush and clean up and all and rush my way 2 PJ Old Town =Pp well i when thru a bunch of traffic jam and all but thankfully i reach there on time =)) we had like so much to catch up bout... cose is been like so long seens i ever tok to him.... we tok bout the ol' times and bout the recent stuffz 2 =)))) it wus so cool =ppp kinda nostalgic also... =)) we were like tokkin the whole way to MV which i took almost 45 minutes to get a FREAKIN parkin tsk tsk tsk tsk..... so annoyed and pissin off.... thank goodness we had like lotsa stuff to tok bout... if we didnt.. i think i will just park at an non legal spot of MV area.... anyway.. we headed to the food court to fill our poor empty stomaches... after having lunch , we bump around MV just to take a look at the atmos and all.... after walking bout 1 to 2 hours , we finnaly decided to head bak to our homes.... oh oh and yeah i got sum trouble wit the parking tix , which i didnt know that the cinema parkin lotz is actually paid at the exit of the parking lot..... tsk tsk tsk.. we actually when all the way down to LG to find out that aarrrgghhh~~!! thanx to my extreme blurness tsk tsk tsk.... after that , on the way home , we were like at amcorp mall area , Yung Han said he wanted to go for a yam char session . Since we were like near hasrins place , i just called hasrin out to guide us to the so called "Coolest" mamak around his area . after gettin lost in between the shop lotz , we finnaly reach to our destinations . is a mamak wit sum kind of cinema in it...

I am like so super the LUCKY =Pppp i get to park at the entrance of the mamak =))) and is like the 2nd time of the day i did that . cose in like MV i get to park at the entrance also , so cool =Ppppp anywayz , after a couple of hours tokkin bout all the things u cant imagine in the world and watchin arsenal against sum pathetic team , we decided to go bak home . After fetchin both of my buddies home , i expected a luxuries and slow goin day from that time onwards . while goin thru the hectic traffic , i came 2 the traffice lite at my place . then my HP started ringing . Its leon =Pppp his asking me out to play futsal cose eveyone FFK (-________-""") so the last minute . tsk tsk tsk.... so i rush bak home , ate 2 pieces of bread , change my clothes , run run run , scream at leon , jump in the car..... VROOM... "SKID SOUNDS from the tyres" wweeeeee~~~~ finnaly we reach the futsal area.... my eager to kick the ball is burnin like the sun =Ppp after playing a couple of games for bout 2 hours... all i can conclude is.... kenneth today is yer lucky day..... i get to "CHAP" 2 goals from the "NOOB" keeper who had blunder.... tsk tsk tsk.... well i played as usual , alwayz waitin for the ball at all the invinsible corners of the court..... except i just dun click wit the team....... isshhh~~~~ i feel quite dissapointed.... i really miss airmacia.... well i know i get screwd and the pressure is high... but i still luv playin in the team . i feel more useful rather then playin in this ss2 team thought . is not like i dun like the ss2 team or anythin , i just feel dissappointed i couldnt addapt to all diff kind of team play thats all .

after 2 long tiring hours , we finnaly headed home . ahaha get to pass by my baybees hse~~ =Pp misses her so much . anyway , after leon drop me home , i am like super duper hungreee ~~ my mum brought me to the chee cheong fun store at ss2 =)) yumz~~ its been a long time seens i eat here... =Pppp . "Fu Pei"!!~~ i ate like eerrr 6 pieces ahahaha =Pppp after feelin my stomach , we headed to tmn tun to fecth my bro . after fecthin him , we headed home . now i am here chattin an typing this long entry =Pppp eerr quite long entry =))).

OK i guess u ppl r lik wanderin where my baybee when 2~ well shes in genting now =)) we had been like smsin the whole day =Pppp i miss her so much =))) cant wait till she get bak here in 2 dayz time... then we can head to the cinema and do christmas shoppin 2 =))))) LUV U BAYBEE~~~~~~

Ray Jay - One Wish Lyrics

Damn baby
Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first
It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room
'Cause we couldn't be alone
See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt
Back then we were in school; and that's your favorite excuse
Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

If I had one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in
If so then searchin' I’ll go, then I can have you for sure
Then you’ll be loving me, holding me, kissing me
So girl don’t tell me what I’m feeling is make believe
I swear if I lose a second chance with you
I wouldn’t know what to do
I’d probably check myself into some kind of clinic
I couldn’t be alone because without you I’m sick
Here’s my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish

I don’t even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

My Fav song at the moment =) i dedicated this song to u baybee ~~ luv u~~!!!!

I Became a Model and I Broke a Record....

yesterday wus the day i think i broke my own personal record and also did sumthin i never did bfore in my entire life =Ppp ok here we go... i woke up early in the morn clean up and dress up sexayly and rush my way 2 school.... =)) well i had a call from my lecturer last week asking for me for a favour to get to school on tuesday this week.... he said that the school is doin sum brocier or sum leaflet tingy and they needed models... =Pp 1115 i reach skewl and they started th shooting sessions... we took pics like in every single location of the school.... from classrooms , comprooms , Library , main school block , display room , so on so on...... well is really farneee cose... evryone got to pretend natural in all different situations..... =)) ok this is like my 1st time beeing a model... lol so yeah i tried my very best to look a NATURAL??? =))) i alwayz had a dream of beein a model... =Pp i guess thats where the poser side of me kicks in from.. besides my idol is beckham , who has alwayz look good in most of the commercials =))) after like 6 freakin hours of posing everywhere , the lecturer finnaly rewarded us with drinks??? =S ahahaaha well.. i didnt really come here and aspected to get anythin bak anyway...

at the moment we sit at the chair of the mamak storee nearby the sky wus like super dark..... it started raining a few minutes after that... i learn lotsa stuff tokkin to muh lecturers.. bout the design world an all.... after bout 1 hour of chatting... i headed bak home... EEeeeKkkkk~~~ i forgot to buy pencils.. 2 do muh hw , i wus suppose to buy them at an art shop near my art school.. the stuff here is much cheaper then the one in tmn megah.... so after i reach bak home , i headed to the art shop in megah... after gttin muh pencils , i headed to Rileys , to whack sum balls.... eerrr for ppl who dun understand , Rileys is a snooker centre and it has like 2 sexay and well maintain foosball tables at the moment.... =))) Sigh... it wus empty.... so anywayz.. i change 4 bugs to trained while waitin for my buddy leon to arrive..... after bout 1 hour ++ of trainin.... leon finnaly arrive....

lately i had been trainin allot of my middle man and snake.... and i am quite happie wit the middle man.... but my snake is so not consistent... issshhh~~..... after playin bout 4 to 5 hours all together (record breaking) , it wus alreadi 11 ++ and i havent even had muh dinner yet.. so as leon =S oh yeah btw , there were like a bunch of talented foosers.. in Rileys that nite.. and i heard 1 of them is the 3rd best fooser in malaysia.... =) his gameplay is darn cool.... anyway.. me and leon kinda race bak to our houses... which i tot wus like so dangerous... =S its worth the adrenaline rush and cheap trill =Pp after reachin bak home i had muh dinner... thats like 1145??? =S my mum wus like lecturin me the whole nite.... =S if i wus not wrong i headed to the comp and then to muh bed to ZZzzzZZzzzzzZZzzzzzZZ~~~~

I miss my baybee~~~ like so much~~~!! bbbbb~~~ i luv u!!!!!

Here we go again

I cant believe i am actually doing this..... =S but i am doing it.... =))) I am bloggin again.... =S well the reason i stop bloggin is cose i am like super bz wit coll assignments and stuff... so bloggin became like a burden to me...... =S besides my fan base its like 0.0000 i think =/ but now i hav a good reason to blog again cose... i have my bb~~ my inspiration to blog wakakakakaka =DD

well i dun really know where i shud start from... but i guess i will start wit today???? =) let me see.... today has been a slow moving day... i woke up like early in da morn...around like 6 like that... and clean up and get ready to go to church =) but this morn wus kinda wierd.... my younger bro is still awake??? its like 6 am??? wat in the world... =S he wus chatttin on web cam wit a chiq... he wus like shock to seee me openin his room door.... his expression on his face wus so farneee =DDD anyway.. i wus like in a super rush mode... so after clean up and all i started of my journey to FGA which i dun really know the way... but i still made it there in the end =Pp yes yes... i know u ppl out there is wanderin why suddenly kenneth chan so semangat to o to church and all... =P well.. actually i wanted to surprise muh babee~~ well anyway after reachin fga.. i wus like eeekkk~~ panicking... where to park where to park??? its been like years seens i hav been there..... i wus like a small cute lil boy onli the last time i entered the church... so anyway... i followed the ushers around and the arrows leadin to the car park... so yeah i park like on top then hill... where i hav to wok like quite far to reach the church compound.... when i reach at the front compound of church... i called my babeee gal aspectin her to be sumwhere naerby... sad to say.. she wusnt... lol... shes like bz snoorrin Zeeezzzz~~ shes like so cute... i alwayz lurve to hear her voice especially when shes in the drowzy and cozy mode.... =DD she wus really surprise i called her and even more surprise i wus at church =)) well i am quite dissapointed i couldnt see her... anyway.. she said she might be like commin at 11... so i waited... till 11 bummin around the church compound... well thank goodness theres like mamaks and library to keep me bz.... oh yeah and i bump into a couple of frenz 2 so yah iw wus cool..... =))

the clock finnaly struck 11.... i caled my babee~~ bout 12 times and she wusnt pickin up her fone.... i actually started to like eerrr?? panic again... =S i tot sumthin happen to my babee gal or sumthin or she angry at me cose of sum stuff that happen the day bfore.... so i wus like worried and heartbroken at the same time 2... (-_______-""") i wus like searchin up and down all around church for her... praying shes sumwhere to be found... but sad to say... she isnnt.... the last stop i wus in is the youth area.... and thats when she called tto clarify stuff.... =S sumthin i never tot.. of.... she wus sleeping...... BBAAHH~~@@ why am i so the negative thinker... it wus like super huge relieve to know... that... we tok on the fone for a while... then i headed bak home... cose i wus like super hungry.... when i reach home i had meatball porridge... so kewl~~ luv my mums food so much.... oh yeah i watch a lil of peterpan which looks quite interesthin... =Ppp at home.. i wus like chattin to muh bb~~ on9... my babees~ ego wus like flyin high this afternnon.... shes like self complimentin herself like crazeee in a jokin way =Ppppp so farneee... after on9... my drowsinness drag me into the downstairs lalabuay~ couch... i slept till like eerrr 5 sumthin... until a tv show my mum wus watchin is on... is like a very thouchin chinese movie... bout this book writers life.... then suddenly my fone started ringin which i didnt even felt it cose it wus in silent mode.... and i wus still kinda blur cose i just woke up =/ it wus muh b~ =)) i called her bak but didnt get her... anyway she called bak anyway... then we chatted on9 again =DD

my babeees like super bakated... shes like a multi tasker =)) so she kinda teman me and aslo had to spend time wit her fam cose... its her dads burfday.. so she ask me to leave the webbie on and off it when i get bored... which i didnt off a all... luv u b~ thanxs for placin time fer me =Pp i had been chattin on9 and surfin a lil for like hours... =S now i am actually bloggin summore (-______-"""") oh yeah had sum crazeee time chttin wit ppl jasmine , hasrin , julia , jannele and joan and a few other ppl..... =DDD anyway.. my bb~~ is like goin of to singapore tom.... sigh"" gonna miss her like so much.... shes gonna be like bz bak 2 bak..... till like 31st dec... i am so gonna misss her~~~ well i guess i will just hav to wait..... i really wish i could spend the last day of the year wit her thought.... it will be super cool like super super crazee cool XDDD hhmmmm i guess i will blog till here for now.... luv u b~~~~ =)))