The Light

Heyz ppl ^-^

I know its been a while since i blog . Sorrie peeps . Anywayz , This few dayz i wus bz trying to get a grip of myself . Yesterday , i wus browsing thru blogs . I wanted to see other ppls life , i wanted to know how ppl live and so on so on . I wus so miserable i actually browse thru all the testimonials i got in frenster . Well lately , i felt i drifted away from who i am . I feel like i am becomin more moody , miserable and quiet person . I am runnin away from the world , i am runnin away from my family , frenz , ppl , bassically everyone . After reading the testimonials , it gave me a mantle boost . I wanted to be the person i am again , lame , farny , frenly , joker , poser , joyful , cheerful , kind so on so on . Even thought i know the testimonials r onli bout the good sides of me but i will sumhow figure out my own flaws and work hard to destroy those habbits to be a better man . Starting from now , i will look at the bright side . I won't want to torture myself anymore . I finnaly found a lil light to light up the pitch black area i had been stuck in .

But in the end , i will never forget U . U brought me the fonest memories . Every single sec i spend with U wus the greatest time of my life . From the time i met U again , the shopping , the partee , the dinners , the night to remember , the walk , the webbbie and the fone is times i will never forget . Finnaly , the only thing i can tell u is i am still Holding on to it tightly . I will be waiting , waiting everyday . No matter how tuff or painful the journey is i will never give up .

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