I have move :S

To everyone out there. . .
I have now shift to project-transmissions.blogspot.com

ciao =P

Lazeee , Bzeee , Meee ^^

I am so so so sorrie for not updating this past few weeks . Finnaly i have already got used and settle down this sem . Well i had been extremely lazee and also Bzeee for the past few weeks . This few weeks i wus kinda bz gettin use with the new softwares , lecturers and stuff =SSS . And i hav been doing lotsa last minute HW lately too . I will update my blog sumtime soon ^^ . Aiks gtg sleep soon 2 wake up like super early in da morn todo my assignments . aarrghh~~~!@@

My Timetable

The 1st day when i started coll this week , i was pretty shock to see that i have a class on Saturday !!!. Like Sat???!!!! and is like right at the middle of the day from 2 - 6!!!!!!! aaarrggghhhh!!!! Sad to say , i will have to stick to this timetable for the comming 12 weeks!!! Damn!! After seeing a bunch of new lecturer faces and adapting myself with my new classmates at the 1st week . I conclude that this course is even more interesthing then i thought it is going to be . Or mayb i don't have much homework to do yet =P thats why . Anyway , i guess lots of people are wondering what type of softwares i use and knowledge i gain from the classes above . Okay , here we go . Monday - Electronic Page Layout . This subject is about knowing anything and everything that is in Adobe Photoshop . Tuesday - 3d Animation . This subject is also about knowing anything and everything but its is on Lightwave 3d . Wednesday - Character designing . Well the name of the class says it all . Thursday - Motion Graphic . Well i don't really know how 2 explain about what this class is all about yet but i will fill u guys in sometime soon . But i do know it has Softwares like Adobe After Effects and Lightwave to brush up in this class too . Friday - Critical Thinking and Design Drawing . Well i guess the name Critical Thinking says it all?? On the other hand Design drawing is something like figure sketching . Or you can say a class for training drawing skills . And finnaly Saturday!! Bahh!!! Photography!!! ok I don't think i need to explain this 1 . Overall this timetable is okay except for the stupid class on Saturday Sobz~~ .

The Big Life

Ever imagine that human can reach up to such a size?? !!! I am starting to wonder whether this pic is edited annot . Anyway , i bump into this interesthin story online and its has something 2do with that pic above XD . Enjoy . ;)


by Biggie


Sarah viewed the x-ray, turning it upside down, and up once again. She frowned and looked at the doctor. His expression was grim. She felt a surge of nervousness building inside her thin body. She brushed her red wavy hair from the side of her stunningly beautiful face and adressed the M.D.

" Well... ?What is it ? "

The doctor stood up and took the x-ray delicatly from Sarah's hands. He held it up against the light and pointed to a dark mass appearing on it.

" This...I'm afraid this is a tumour. A CANCEROUS tumour. Right next to your heart. This is difficult...I'm sorry. It's...terminal I'm afraid. The way it's situated, I'd say you have not much more than one year to live... "

Sarah was stunned. She looked at the doctor, searching for any hints that this might be a bad joke. But he was quite serious.

" I'm sorry...there is nothing we can do. "

Sarah walked home slowly, oblivious to the worls around her. " one year ! " It kept coming back to her. Just one year. At 24 years old, she didn't feel this was her time to go. It couldn't be.

She sat for a whole week in her living room. Not answering the phone. She had tons of messages on her answering machine asking her to get to work, or reminding her of her new photo shoot. She had made millions of dollars as a top model. But all her life felt like a lie. For the whole week, she sat in front of the TV. Not changing channels or even really watching it. She started on the second day to absent-mindedly snacking on junk food, while watching the screen. There was a convenience store in her block. To the surprise of the owner, the svelte, diet-obsessed lady bought bags of fattenings snacks to bring to her loft. It was at the end of that week that she came to a decision.

Sarah was unattached since about a year, so nobody would care. And she had more than enough money to last ten years without working if she wanted to. More than enough for her remaining time on Earth she figured.

Since she was a child, she disciplined herself to be thin, and to avoid the evils of food. She had made a career at staying extremely thin and portraying the ideals of modern beauty. But after a week spent snacking non-stop (was it her subconscious trying to tell her something ?), her 6 feet, 125 pounds frame had somewhat softened. She didn't feel her ribcage poking through her skin anymore. There was slight love handles starting to form over her jeans. She might have gained about 10 pounds. Which wasn't surprising considering the huge amount of food she ate, compared to her usual in

No more would she deprive herself of the pleasures of eating. And if she was going to get fat, well why not. Was it going to change anything if she were. She would still die in two years, Fat or thin. But just eating wouldn't be enough. She decided that she needed a goal. She found it when she looked at the restaurant section of her newspaper. She lived in new york city. In such a town, there was hundreds of restaurants. Maybe enough to be able to try a different one every day for one year. She made quick calculations, going through the yellow pages and the internet touristic guides. There was over 400 restaurants in the New York area. More than enough for her plan to work. She would eat it all, she thought, feeling a bit megalomaniac. She would eat all that she could find on their menus. Of course, she would start with small restaurants, but hopefully, her stomach would stretch enough to be able to take all the food she would consume. It was set. She would begin the very next day.

She went to the small pizza shop early in the afternoon. In preparation for the feast, she hadn't had a bite since taking her decision the day before. She was absolutely ravenous. She sat down and looked at the menu. Good, only 6 kinds of pizzas. She'd take the smallest ones, which at 12 inches, were still quite impressive when put in front of her. She started with the standard Pepperoni and cheese. She ate slowly, savoring every calories-laden bites. She had all day to go through that menu, so no use rushing.. After finishing the first pizza, she was starting to realize the folly of her plan. She already felt full. Yet there was still 5 other kinds of pizzas to eat. But it was still early, so she decided to take a little stroll around the block. She told the cook to keep the next pizza warm. As she walked, she felt the tightness in her belly subside a bit. She stroke her swollen abdomen. It felt nice and round. She smiled and concluded her walk. She sat back at the table to attack the meat-lover. The first bite was an exposion of richness. She was so delighted that she went through it without any pains. As she finished, she felt ready for the Vegetarian. It was a little bit disappointing after all the richness she just experienced, so she asked for more cheese. She then went at it like if there was no tomorrow. The whole day went like this ; eating, walking a bit, eating, walking some more. At 8pm, Sarah was finishing her last piece of all-Dressed. She sat back and patted her swollen belly. She had to unbutton her jeans and the flesh was peering from under her stretched t-shirt. She stood up, stumbling a bit, and paid the owner. She then walked out sleepily, not noticing the stares of the other patrons.

She fell asleep as soon as she got home. Feeling some disconfort but also a sense of pride and accomplishment. This was a great plan.

The following weeks went pretty much as planned. As she ate more, her stomach grew to be able to contain more food. The more she ate, the more she got hungry, the more she got hungry, the more she ate. After a month, nobody could have told that Sarah was once a super-model. Sure, her face was still exceptionally beautiful, but it was also rounder. And her weight had doubled. She was now 247 pounds. She was gaining as much as 3 pounds a day, and enjoying every new inches of flesh appearing on her body. She kept an hour glass figure, though her belly was stretching the middle of the hourglass a bit much. She delighted in the way she was starting to develop a waddle. Laughing when parts of her bumped into things. Her upper arms had grown especially large, something, she figured was genetic, since her grandmother and her mother, both large women, had ham-sized arms. She liked their softness, feeling she was made to hug people. Which she did occasionaly when she went out at BBWs dances. She discovered this new world while surfing the net. She was overjoyed at the idea of people loving large ladies, and also at the concept of feeders. Never before in her life had she heard of such a thing. There was some moments she was sad because she felt she couldn't profit from this new life for long. So she tried not to grow too attached to the men she met, and threw herself back at her task.

As she grew, the size of the menus grew also, she had planned her progression that way. It was sometimes a struggle to finish all the meals in a restaurant when they served huge portions as they did at Cozy's soup & Burgers. These burgers were so damn large, it was actually a feat just to finish one. When she got outside, she noticed the picture of 600 pounds wrestler Yokozuna, who had eaten just as much as she just did, if she was to believe the posted article. She felt quite proud of herself. When she came home, she went to her new heavy-duty scale to check on her progress. It had been three months now, and she was simply huge. 466 pounds ! The gorgeous woman who stared back at her from the wide mirror seemed like a stranger when she glanced at her old cover from a sport magazine, framed in the lobby of the apartment. The face seemed familiar, but the wide expanses of flesh that it was overlooking was totally alien to the lithe paper figure. The breasts were full and round, stretching down to her belly button. They were framed by arms the size of a regular woman's waist. The belly, swollen, stretch- marked and majestic, hung down to the middle of her thighs, and her hips were as wide as the bathroom door. She liked to wear lycra outside, and being nude inside the house. Everywhere she went, she became the center of attention. She also became quite popular with the feeders at the dance floors, who kept trying to get her number and also gave her a constant flow of fattening treats ; She always came back home with at least 5 huge boxes of chocolate. Which she was able to go through by the next day's binge. One guy was really sweet, though, and seemed quite enamored with her. Still she tried to brush off those feelings, not wanting to be hurt.

After six months on her new diet, she had come to a turning point. She had developped new difficulties in moving around. At 734 pounds, she started to avoid walking like the plague. Adopting a wheel-chair and paying a staff to help her on her daily chores. The sheer massiveness of her body was astounding. She couldn't reach her belly- button with her outretched arms anymore. When she sat down to eat, she more often than not had to put the food on the shelf formed by her belly and tits. Her enormous legs were spread apart by the enormous amount of folds on her thighs, and the drooping ball of flesh that was her belly. Seated, it would actually be about six inches from the floor, stretching to the bursting point the custom-made lyra outfit that she liked to wear. Her round face looked like a china doll's, only bigger. On the rare occasions that she would walk, her whole body would sway from left to right, in an hypnotic quivering motion. Some rolls of fat seemed to have a life of their own, seemingly trying to escape from the tight confines of her outfits. She never lifted her feet more than about a quarter of an inch from the floor. Actually, she more or less slid them in an approximation of what walking should be. At this point, she never could get full. No menus were too big for her. And since she didn't go out much anymore, much less dance. She accepted to get visits from her would be suitors. Including her favorite sweet guy. Over twenty men would come in the evenings, after her day's gorging, to feed her some of their favorite treats. Her days were orgies of food, causing soon yet another stage in her ongoing quest.

After one month of this perpetual overfeeding, and four months from her goal, she had gained an additional 175 pounds, bringing her up to 909 pounds. Her whole days were spent in bed now. Surrounded by feeders who relished in making this dream come true grow to new dimensions. She still had to accomplish her feat, so she had to make hard bargains with restaurant owners to have their whole menus delivered to her home. Sometimes, she would have to pay the chefs to have them cooking in her newly redesigned kitchen. This new found immobility brought her a sense of immense joy, as if she had managed to reach a rarely attained plateau. She would actually ask for bigger portions, in the hopes of breaking the half-ton barrier as soon as possible. With every bites, she was fast approaching that new goal. Mark, her favorite lover, would spend more and more time with her, taking care of her and helping in organizing the difficult scheduling problems of the visiting chefs. He also had taken the place of her nurse in the duty of bathing her, which always brought her immense amount of well-being. She was growing to love this guy. But again, she didn't say a word about her predicament, and decided to just enjoy the moment.

At 8 months, she had surpassed the 1000 pounds mark by a hundred pounds. She was eating huge quantities of food every waking moments of her days. The restaurants had bigger and bigger menus to propose, and she hardly had enough time to go through a whole one in a day. Mark would even feed her little bits of food when she was napping. She had grown so used to eating constantly that she could nibble without even waking up. She was like a sultan, sitting on mounds of cushions and with men all around her, feeding her non-stop. Her hands were on her immense belly, covered partly by her billowing breasts. Her legs were spread apart by the voluminous mass of her abdomen, which flowed 4 feet in front of her. She was living a life of ultimate excess and enjoying every moments of it. On a good day, she could gain as much as ten pounds. And she still had a lot of restaurants to go. She still felt healthy, and figured that she would be able to finish her journey towards extreme obesity on time.

Just a bit before the one year mark, Sarah was the fattest human being on record. She was getting loaded off the scale with the crane when the doorbell rang. Mark went to answer and came face to face with the doctor. The preoccupied M.D., stared for a moment at Mark, failing to recognize him. The he glanced at Sarah. His mouth opened and his eyes grew round.

" Sarah ? Is that you ? "

Huffing and puffing as she was getting back on her gigantic bed, her mass flowing like lava over the edges, Sarah answered slowly. Her head was lost in a sea of fat, her legs almost completely covered by the vast overfed belly that had become her most noticable trait, that is, with the exception of her stunning face, still framed by long waves of fiery red-hair.

" Hello...doc...,coming...to...check...on...me..., how...nice "

The doctor stumbled towards the huge woman that sat before him. He was looking through his bag while bumbling helplessly.

" Huh..I...Hem ! I seem to have made...Haah...a slight mistake. You see, I...somehow misplaced the...huh...RIGHT x-ray. The one you saw was from a veterinarian colleague. We found out about a week ago when one of his client's ...hem...dog died from a cancerous tumour near the heart...You are absolutely fine...er...I mean... "

Sarah looked at the doctor in silence for a long moment. Then she replied happily.

" You mean... I'm perfectly... healthy ! " Her whole body was rolling with ripples and waves across her acres of flesh.

The doctor stood dumbfounded. For the first time, he noticed the numbers still flashing on the digital scale ; 2154 pounds. His former patient was now over a ton !

" Yes. I mean no. You...you should go on a diet. It's definitely not healthy to be that large. I mean, you could... "

Mark escorted the doctor to the door as he was lecturing Sarah. When he closed the door behind him, there was a moment of silence. Mark looked at Sarah, smiling and frowning at the same time.

" What was that about ? "

Sarah looked at the flashing numbers, then at the expanding horizon of her belly. Finally, she looked back at Mark and at the rest of her crew who stood in silence, waiting an answer from the woman who had become the center of their lives. She then started to laugh, a gleam in her blue eyes shining bright.

" It's a long story, boys. Don't worry about it. C'mon, bring that meal, I feel like I could eat a horse ! "

Biggie , april 26th 1997

All About my College

Dasien Academy of Art was founded in 1996 with a vision to provide top quality art & design education .

The word "Dasein" has its origins in German language . Definations of this word include "existence" , "entity" and "subsistence" . It is a term commonly used in philosophy , literature as well as art .

Acoording to ther word "Dasein", everyone is unique and creative in thier own right. And our unique existence is not only an entity but a project , not something that has being but something that is forever becoming . That gives us enormous freedom and great responsibility to decide who we truly are and what we actually want to be .

In a crowded environment of mass produced qualifications , Dasein Academy of Art intends to build its reputation with the concept of providing education solutions for individuals and not a "learning formula" designed for all .

Dasein believes that the real education fo art and design is not about training skill only . The more important thing is the cultivation of creative thingking . An outstanding creative artist should be able to use both his/her hands and brain . From ideology to morality , from knowledge to technique , he/she should have the standard of a professional .

In Dasien , you will find the essence of art and design , you will be awaken and discover the defination of your "dasein".




Thats a little bit intro about my college in KL . Lots of people dont really know where am i studying at and what am i really studying about so those information on top will give you all a ruff image about whats my college all about .

Reincarnated

Its been a very long time seens i have been blogging . So i decided to blog again but this time everything is gonna be different!!!. Its going to be more on the artistic side of me . Seens i have just started of a brand new semester into my first year of animation , i am gonna use this chance to update everyone a little about my artworks and the animation industry now . I hope i would get support and comments about my artworks in the comming future .

christmas mood =Pp

One Tree Hill ~~ My baybees~~ favourite... well i wus like so super free yesterday so i kinda wanted to jump into my baybees world a lil deeper... =DD The day bfore i kinda read spoilers on season 1 and 2 di~~ and the the next morn , i started DL season 3 of it.... Well the 1st episode is kinda confusing , cose i got to try to recognise the maneee charachters in the show and also try to understand or even say figure out the maneee things that happen in season 1 . Towards the end of the 1st epi , i kinda understand a lil stuff di . at the 2nd episode , i kinda started getting addicted to it di , cose the storeyline started to get pretty interesting =) . now i am like so wanting to watch the 3rd epi of season 3 . i kinda tot i DL it di but then i didnt tsk tsk tsk.... now is like half way thru onli . sigh** . anyway , after spending like half a day playing NFSU most wanted and watchin one tree hill , i when out for dinner wit muh mum and bro at ming tien . After dinner , i headed to hasrins place wit muh bro . After pickin hasrin , we headed to Hartamas . Its been a long time seens i hav doin shitz wit muh boy hasrin here di... Anyway , our 1st stop is Breakers.... ( as usual (-______-""""") ) . Cose my bros frenz r there also , and theres nuttin much todo there besides shi sha and yam cha . tsk tsk tsk... well all i can say hasrin looks kinda bored (-_____-""") oh yeah and thanx allot for spendin a few games dude~ oh yeah , oh yeah and not forgettin my fren buddy leon and darren is gonna join in the fun 2 .. =S oh yeah and not forgetting the most important thing... why in the world they raise the farkin price for a game of foos???~~!! MCH!!!! is now like rm 3 a game . this is 2 much man~!!! anywayz i wus surprise to see a bunch of my school juniors there . Wei Jin , Ernest , and a few others . My bro has a bunch of crazee cool frenz 2 =S . Theres this gal fren of his who has 20 piercings all around her body?? (-_______-""""") . After a bunch of Games , we started getting thirsty and all so we decided to hit 2 Murni for yam cha session . after fecthin hasrin home me and my bros fren headed to murni . darren , leon and my bro wus there , after yam cha , i sped thru the highway and fecth my bros fren bak . aftr that i headed bak home and zzzzzZZzzzzzz~~~ . Note : hasrin i will bring u to ur favourite shi sha or club next time kay??? =Ppppp

Today~~ wee~~~ I miss my baby like so much ~~ finnaly i get to see her =))) but today , my mums kinda in a bad mood =S got lectured and force to wash the car bfore i left home . After doin all those shitz , i fecth my bro and headed to my baybees~ hse . Aftr that , we headed to OU =)) . OMG~!!! OU is like super super super BZ~!! cars is like everywhere..... i dun even dare to enter any of the carpark there cose i believe u will take mayb and hour or so to get a parking space.... so i head to the housin areas to look for empty spaces . well , we got a empty parking space but is like kinda far =S but i guess is cooler walking then rounding in the stup carpark for an hour... sowwie baby got to make u walk =S . Lets see , well we practically walk the whole OU , finding christmass prezzies and eating food =)) . Oh yeah ~! and today i tried a food called otak- otak . yes yes , i know sum ppl must think i am sum jinjang or sumthin.. but yes if i am not wrong its my 1st time trying it... =S well it tasted not bad ^-^ my baby gal intro me to it =))) after eating , my baby gal got to head home . so we headed to the old wing taxi stand.... eeekkk~~~ it wus raining... and the car is kinda far away . We headed to Jusco and got an umbrella and we headed bak to the car . i tried my best to cover my baby gal from getting wet =)) but her jeans were all soak up =SSSS sorrie b~~ muh bad for parking outside OU =///// . after fetching her home , i got home . i teman muh mum eat dinner and now i am at home stuck in front of the comp . hhhmmm christmas eve.. at home alone wit my mum =//// my bros r like all over partyin =S hhhmmm dunno why i hav no mood to party or anythin =S so wierd .

I got a bunch of christmas msges from a bunch of ppl . Thank u very much~!! merry christmas 2 u 2 =DDD .

Thanx allot for the both of the christmas prezzie... =))))) i really like both of them . i deco them all around my room di =))))) but the bestest christmas prezzie in the universe having u in my arms . thanx for beeing my baby gal =) luv u baby~~ muakx~~!

MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!!!!! and HAPEE NEW YEAR~~!!!! everybody~~!!!!

Missunderstanding??

Theres this entry bout me goin to fga recently... kinda gave ppl the wrong impression of my babee gal =/ my babee gal is the nicest person in the world and she would never wan to hurt me =) besides is really not her fault cose her fam had this last minute decision tingy not to go to church that day and all.... oh yeah and i stayed till 11 tingy , wus my own decision cose she said "MAYBE" her fam might be goin . Anyway she ask me to go bak actually , cose the probibility for her fam to go wus low . But i wanted to stay , cose there wus still a slight chance for me to see her . so yepz , i guess everythings clear now... =)))) i guess i will stop at this point .

Kenneth luvs his baybee very very much~~~

ken signing out =)

His So Lucky His a Star~~ but he... eerr (LAME)

subconcious eerrr wat subconcious???

Main Entry: 1sub·con·scious
Function: adjective
1 : existing in the mind but not immediately available to consciousness : affecting thought, feeling, and behavior without entering awareness (subconscious motives) (a subconscious reflex)
2 : imperfectly conscious : partially but not fully aware (the persistence of subconscious dream activity for several minutes after waking —Psychological Abstracts) —sub·con·scious·ly adverb —sub·con·scious·ness noun

Source: Merriam-Webster's Medical Dictionary, © 2002 Merriam-Webster, Inc.

is pretty amazing how our brains can affect us.... =S well , this morn i set my alarm at 7 am hopping i can wake up and call my baybee~~ to our breakfast outing... all i can remember is i woke up , and find my fone missin.... i wus like surprise where in the world it ended up 2.... =S so i look around behind my bak and saw my hp lying next to me on the bed (-________-""""") i am like... "huh" wat in the world... =S ish ish ish is like 930 am di sobz~~~ my baybee must like b beezzeee packin and ready 2 go to genting di =S so i smsed her askin whether she left the hse di ~ but there wus no reply... =S and as we all know... wat kenneths gonna do next =Ppp sleeep~~~ oh yeah i got a call from leon 2 askin me to teman him to nilai =S which i failed 2 cose.. i gtg teman my ol'fren who just came bak from NZ

1200 pm..... (-_________-"""") i hop out of bed and quickly sms my buddy Yung Han.... i told him to meet me and Mc D's Old Town at 1.... =)) so i rush and clean up and all and rush my way 2 PJ Old Town =Pp well i when thru a bunch of traffic jam and all but thankfully i reach there on time =)) we had like so much to catch up bout... cose is been like so long seens i ever tok to him.... we tok bout the ol' times and bout the recent stuffz 2 =)))) it wus so cool =ppp kinda nostalgic also... =)) we were like tokkin the whole way to MV which i took almost 45 minutes to get a FREAKIN parkin tsk tsk tsk tsk..... so annoyed and pissin off.... thank goodness we had like lotsa stuff to tok bout... if we didnt.. i think i will just park at an non legal spot of MV area.... anyway.. we headed to the food court to fill our poor empty stomaches... after having lunch , we bump around MV just to take a look at the atmos and all.... after walking bout 1 to 2 hours , we finnaly decided to head bak to our homes.... oh oh and yeah i got sum trouble wit the parking tix , which i didnt know that the cinema parkin lotz is actually paid at the exit of the parking lot..... tsk tsk tsk.. we actually when all the way down to LG to find out that aarrrgghhh~~!! thanx to my extreme blurness tsk tsk tsk.... after that , on the way home , we were like at amcorp mall area , Yung Han said he wanted to go for a yam char session . Since we were like near hasrins place , i just called hasrin out to guide us to the so called "Coolest" mamak around his area . after gettin lost in between the shop lotz , we finnaly reach to our destinations . is a mamak wit sum kind of cinema in it...

I am like so super the LUCKY =Pppp i get to park at the entrance of the mamak =))) and is like the 2nd time of the day i did that . cose in like MV i get to park at the entrance also , so cool =Ppppp anywayz , after a couple of hours tokkin bout all the things u cant imagine in the world and watchin arsenal against sum pathetic team , we decided to go bak home . After fetchin both of my buddies home , i expected a luxuries and slow goin day from that time onwards . while goin thru the hectic traffic , i came 2 the traffice lite at my place . then my HP started ringing . Its leon =Pppp his asking me out to play futsal cose eveyone FFK (-________-""") so the last minute . tsk tsk tsk.... so i rush bak home , ate 2 pieces of bread , change my clothes , run run run , scream at leon , jump in the car..... VROOM... "SKID SOUNDS from the tyres" wweeeeee~~~~ finnaly we reach the futsal area.... my eager to kick the ball is burnin like the sun =Ppp after playing a couple of games for bout 2 hours... all i can conclude is.... kenneth today is yer lucky day..... i get to "CHAP" 2 goals from the "NOOB" keeper who had blunder.... tsk tsk tsk.... well i played as usual , alwayz waitin for the ball at all the invinsible corners of the court..... except i just dun click wit the team....... isshhh~~~~ i feel quite dissapointed.... i really miss airmacia.... well i know i get screwd and the pressure is high... but i still luv playin in the team . i feel more useful rather then playin in this ss2 team thought . is not like i dun like the ss2 team or anythin , i just feel dissappointed i couldnt addapt to all diff kind of team play thats all .

after 2 long tiring hours , we finnaly headed home . ahaha get to pass by my baybees hse~~ =Pp misses her so much . anyway , after leon drop me home , i am like super duper hungreee ~~ my mum brought me to the chee cheong fun store at ss2 =)) yumz~~ its been a long time seens i eat here... =Pppp . "Fu Pei"!!~~ i ate like eerrr 6 pieces ahahaha =Pppp after feelin my stomach , we headed to tmn tun to fecth my bro . after fecthin him , we headed home . now i am here chattin an typing this long entry =Pppp eerr quite long entry =))).

OK i guess u ppl r lik wanderin where my baybee when 2~ well shes in genting now =)) we had been like smsin the whole day =Pppp i miss her so much =))) cant wait till she get bak here in 2 dayz time... then we can head to the cinema and do christmas shoppin 2 =))))) LUV U BAYBEE~~~~~~

Ray Jay - One Wish Lyrics

Damn baby
Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first
It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room
'Cause we couldn't be alone
See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt
Back then we were in school; and that's your favorite excuse
Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

If I had one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in
If so then searchin' I’ll go, then I can have you for sure
Then you’ll be loving me, holding me, kissing me
So girl don’t tell me what I’m feeling is make believe
I swear if I lose a second chance with you
I wouldn’t know what to do
I’d probably check myself into some kind of clinic
I couldn’t be alone because without you I’m sick
Here’s my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish

I don’t even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

My Fav song at the moment =) i dedicated this song to u baybee ~~ luv u~~!!!!

I Became a Model and I Broke a Record....

yesterday wus the day i think i broke my own personal record and also did sumthin i never did bfore in my entire life =Ppp ok here we go... i woke up early in the morn clean up and dress up sexayly and rush my way 2 school.... =)) well i had a call from my lecturer last week asking for me for a favour to get to school on tuesday this week.... he said that the school is doin sum brocier or sum leaflet tingy and they needed models... =Pp 1115 i reach skewl and they started th shooting sessions... we took pics like in every single location of the school.... from classrooms , comprooms , Library , main school block , display room , so on so on...... well is really farneee cose... evryone got to pretend natural in all different situations..... =)) ok this is like my 1st time beeing a model... lol so yeah i tried my very best to look a NATURAL??? =))) i alwayz had a dream of beein a model... =Pp i guess thats where the poser side of me kicks in from.. besides my idol is beckham , who has alwayz look good in most of the commercials =))) after like 6 freakin hours of posing everywhere , the lecturer finnaly rewarded us with drinks??? =S ahahaaha well.. i didnt really come here and aspected to get anythin bak anyway...

at the moment we sit at the chair of the mamak storee nearby the sky wus like super dark..... it started raining a few minutes after that... i learn lotsa stuff tokkin to muh lecturers.. bout the design world an all.... after bout 1 hour of chatting... i headed bak home... EEeeeKkkkk~~~ i forgot to buy pencils.. 2 do muh hw , i wus suppose to buy them at an art shop near my art school.. the stuff here is much cheaper then the one in tmn megah.... so after i reach bak home , i headed to the art shop in megah... after gttin muh pencils , i headed to Rileys , to whack sum balls.... eerrr for ppl who dun understand , Rileys is a snooker centre and it has like 2 sexay and well maintain foosball tables at the moment.... =))) Sigh... it wus empty.... so anywayz.. i change 4 bugs to trained while waitin for my buddy leon to arrive..... after bout 1 hour ++ of trainin.... leon finnaly arrive....

lately i had been trainin allot of my middle man and snake.... and i am quite happie wit the middle man.... but my snake is so not consistent... issshhh~~..... after playin bout 4 to 5 hours all together (record breaking) , it wus alreadi 11 ++ and i havent even had muh dinner yet.. so as leon =S oh yeah btw , there were like a bunch of talented foosers.. in Rileys that nite.. and i heard 1 of them is the 3rd best fooser in malaysia.... =) his gameplay is darn cool.... anyway.. me and leon kinda race bak to our houses... which i tot wus like so dangerous... =S its worth the adrenaline rush and cheap trill =Pp after reachin bak home i had muh dinner... thats like 1145??? =S my mum wus like lecturin me the whole nite.... =S if i wus not wrong i headed to the comp and then to muh bed to ZZzzzZZzzzzzZZzzzzzZZ~~~~

I miss my baybee~~~ like so much~~~!! bbbbb~~~ i luv u!!!!!

Here we go again

I cant believe i am actually doing this..... =S but i am doing it.... =))) I am bloggin again.... =S well the reason i stop bloggin is cose i am like super bz wit coll assignments and stuff... so bloggin became like a burden to me...... =S besides my fan base its like 0.0000 i think =/ but now i hav a good reason to blog again cose... i have my bb~~ my inspiration to blog wakakakakaka =DD

well i dun really know where i shud start from... but i guess i will start wit today???? =) let me see.... today has been a slow moving day... i woke up like early in da morn...around like 6 like that... and clean up and get ready to go to church =) but this morn wus kinda wierd.... my younger bro is still awake??? its like 6 am??? wat in the world... =S he wus chatttin on web cam wit a chiq... he wus like shock to seee me openin his room door.... his expression on his face wus so farneee =DDD anyway.. i wus like in a super rush mode... so after clean up and all i started of my journey to FGA which i dun really know the way... but i still made it there in the end =Pp yes yes... i know u ppl out there is wanderin why suddenly kenneth chan so semangat to o to church and all... =P well.. actually i wanted to surprise muh babee~~ well anyway after reachin fga.. i wus like eeekkk~~ panicking... where to park where to park??? its been like years seens i hav been there..... i wus like a small cute lil boy onli the last time i entered the church... so anyway... i followed the ushers around and the arrows leadin to the car park... so yeah i park like on top then hill... where i hav to wok like quite far to reach the church compound.... when i reach at the front compound of church... i called my babeee gal aspectin her to be sumwhere naerby... sad to say.. she wusnt... lol... shes like bz snoorrin Zeeezzzz~~ shes like so cute... i alwayz lurve to hear her voice especially when shes in the drowzy and cozy mode.... =DD she wus really surprise i called her and even more surprise i wus at church =)) well i am quite dissapointed i couldnt see her... anyway.. she said she might be like commin at 11... so i waited... till 11 bummin around the church compound... well thank goodness theres like mamaks and library to keep me bz.... oh yeah and i bump into a couple of frenz 2 so yah iw wus cool..... =))

the clock finnaly struck 11.... i caled my babee~~ bout 12 times and she wusnt pickin up her fone.... i actually started to like eerrr?? panic again... =S i tot sumthin happen to my babee gal or sumthin or she angry at me cose of sum stuff that happen the day bfore.... so i wus like worried and heartbroken at the same time 2... (-_______-""") i wus like searchin up and down all around church for her... praying shes sumwhere to be found... but sad to say... she isnnt.... the last stop i wus in is the youth area.... and thats when she called tto clarify stuff.... =S sumthin i never tot.. of.... she wus sleeping...... BBAAHH~~@@ why am i so the negative thinker... it wus like super huge relieve to know... that... we tok on the fone for a while... then i headed bak home... cose i wus like super hungry.... when i reach home i had meatball porridge... so kewl~~ luv my mums food so much.... oh yeah i watch a lil of peterpan which looks quite interesthin... =Ppp at home.. i wus like chattin to muh bb~~ on9... my babees~ ego wus like flyin high this afternnon.... shes like self complimentin herself like crazeee in a jokin way =Ppppp so farneee... after on9... my drowsinness drag me into the downstairs lalabuay~ couch... i slept till like eerrr 5 sumthin... until a tv show my mum wus watchin is on... is like a very thouchin chinese movie... bout this book writers life.... then suddenly my fone started ringin which i didnt even felt it cose it wus in silent mode.... and i wus still kinda blur cose i just woke up =/ it wus muh b~ =)) i called her bak but didnt get her... anyway she called bak anyway... then we chatted on9 again =DD

my babeees like super bakated... shes like a multi tasker =)) so she kinda teman me and aslo had to spend time wit her fam cose... its her dads burfday.. so she ask me to leave the webbie on and off it when i get bored... which i didnt off a all... luv u b~ thanxs for placin time fer me =Pp i had been chattin on9 and surfin a lil for like hours... =S now i am actually bloggin summore (-______-"""") oh yeah had sum crazeee time chttin wit ppl jasmine , hasrin , julia , jannele and joan and a few other ppl..... =DDD anyway.. my bb~~ is like goin of to singapore tom.... sigh"" gonna miss her like so much.... shes gonna be like bz bak 2 bak..... till like 31st dec... i am so gonna misss her~~~ well i guess i will just hav to wait..... i really wish i could spend the last day of the year wit her thought.... it will be super cool like super super crazee cool XDDD hhmmmm i guess i will blog till here for now.... luv u b~~~~ =)))

A few things i did durin the Hols =Pp

Last week wus my hols... ^-^ i had wasted lotsa time durin it... =S i had gathered a rather huge ammount of work till i had no time for myself this whole week =SSSS #$%^&*....... (= _=) (- _ -") anywayz durin my hols , i wus kinda bz doin my car , shopping , playin games , and doin sum graphics for my fren in taylors . This wus 1 of the things i did last tuesday . Woke up early in the morn , and took a CD and got goin to Taylors . My 1st outing wit my SEXAY HONDA =PPpp . Anywayz , i reach subang bout like 10 sumthin and started findin a parkin space . I tell u... that place is 1 of the hardest place to get parkin!!! ggrrrrrrrr...... so after gettein a parkin near the morning market place , i got of the car and started walkin 2 asia club . Half way walkin , i realise i havent buy parkin tix!!! =SSSS 0 _ o so i walk bak and forth !!!! ggrrrr.... i actually dun really mind walkin BUT the stupid whether is 2 hot to handle . At Asia , i met Meng Yee , i wanted to hav a single foos wit him but he gtg bak to his coll ( = _ = ) . Anywayz , a few minutes later Jian called . I called him to come upstairs to get the CD . While i wus halfway thru my practice Jian arrive at the opposite of the foos table . He Got the CD , and decided 2 play a few balls before goin bak to his meal . After a while , Jas Came up!! wooHoo ^-^ . And then later Phei Cheun came up 2 . Played single wit Jas 1st but then once again i lost =SSSS ( 0 _ 0 ) why??!! wwhy must i alwayz lose to this gal . after a while , Roger came up 2 . So we played doubles . Me and PC and Roger and Jas . After finishin the game , Jas and PC got to rush bak cose thier class has already started . After they left , Ing Haw arrive . So i played with Ing haw and Roger . Both of them r begginers , so i kinda bullied them =S sorrie* guys . Anywayz , i tried to teach them a few shots . Besides that , they r not bad . Sum of ing haws shots r quite powerful ^-^ . After playin with them , i played wit dennis singles . Dennis wus wit kevin , zyran , kevin , sarah and joshua . Well , The match against dennis wus the most fun and most tension match =Pp both of us were defendin and offendin like crazee =Pp . anywayz , after playin 2 matches wit dennis , its time fer me to ciao ( " , ) itsbout 12 sumthin and i promise my mum to be bak home by noon . Whether is hotter then ever!!! sshhsssssshhh i wus sweatin my ass off in the car!!!! WTF!!! . After the drive thru all the way bak from ss15 , i wus bak in my home sweet home . Got of my car , and notice sum wierd smell comin from my car . My younger bro open up the hood to chek wat happen to the engine . HOLY SHIT!!!! my engine has MELTED!!! YESS!!! MELTED !@#$%^&*()_+ wat the HELL!!!?? . I called my mum on the spot 2 tell her bout the engine MELTING case...... =SS . she ask me to drive 2 the my dads fren workshop at sg besi . Bout 3 o clock i reach the workshop . 2 mechanics check da engine . After checkin the car engine , they found out its onli a paint job problem . The stupid person who sell the car painted the engine with sum low quality paint to make it look nice . So its actually onli a minor prob . while woatin fer the person to clean up the paint , me and my bro when around checkin stuffs out . After my cars clean up , i got goin home . The stupid engine prob Scared the hell out of me... =S . Wat a day .

Fst Fwd >>>>>>>

Sat

Well , ths day is quite a cool day ^-^ . I had seen sumthin quite cool today and its called RA* =Pp . ok here we go . My 1st day doin my HW durin the hols . Yes my 1st* day . SATURDAY WTH** . anyway , after a long day doin my Hw , i finnaly took off with my fav car . 1st stop , Leons hse . =Pp i kinda reach his house 2 early , so i when into his house 2 bug him out ^-^ . after gettin him out of the hse , we when 2 pei shans hse . Lol its been a long long time i never been goin out wit this gal . Well , all i can say when she when in the car she wus really quite =S . I think the sexayness of my car amuse her 2 much or mayb my Hink freak her out LOL* . anywayz , we headed of 2 Breakers hartamas . Got a GREAT parkin spot nearby PLayaz . we got out and took of to breakers . It wus kinda empty wit lotsa empty tables . we started of wit me and leon and then leon + PS against me and then Oei shan singles wit me and then finnaly leon vs me . LOL!! had a great time playin . At 1st i wus like very serious playin . then this PS wus like sayin i look 2 serious and all...so.i had 2 not be 2 serious when i am playin ^-^ cose normally when i play wit leon i put maximum attention cose leon its 1 hell of an opponent . Its a huge challenge for me everytime i play against him . ^-^ . anywayz , after i loosent up , things become more cheerful and fun =Pp . OK , so after all the games we played , we toom of to KL . Campfire!!! VI Campfire . Got into the school and got a sexay parkin spot .it wus very mearby the evnt place . After meeetin a whole bunch of ppl i dunno i started lookin around for ppl i know =S finnaly , i met pravana and darren + harrold . Overall , the best part of the whole event wus the RA . WOW!! its so freakin cool!!! Its like Yamasaki / Ninjas doin stunts . I luv it so much!! they had real brave stunt mans ( VIstudents ) but they had a lil technical prob , besides that , 1 of their stunt man got injured while goin thru the prformance . Oh yeah , and there wus a bunch of Sri aman girls . They were all there to do a cheerleadin performance . All i can say is not bad ^-^ timing wise they were quite close and besides that , they are quite creative int thier moves 2 . A whole bunch of scput guys were drolin over them.... shoutin Leng lui here and there..... desperate.... =S . After the event , i headed bak 2 Pj . Took a wrong turn in Kl so took quite long to reach bak 2 pj =S . Anywayz , bfore reachin 2 PS hse , we took a few pics in the car =Pp . quite cool pics ^-^ . After fecthin PS hme , we headed 2 Murni . Harold and Darren wus there . After havin supper and tokkin , we headed 2 darrrens hse . After takin sum stuff from darrens hse , when bak ss2 . After fecthin leon home , i when bak home , after cleanin up , i when 2 sleep , after sleepin i dream , after dreamin............i wake up after that , Life goes on =Pp .

A few pics taken after campfire :