Is the 1st Cut the deepest?

Well my 1st love was a really really fast one , as in we got along so fast i myself wus surprise of it ^-^ . But i guess its all fate . It started of like a fairytale but does all fairytale has good ending? Well i guess i will go back into my perception of fate . Well , she lost contact with almost everyone , but i wus the 1 and only lucky 1 . If i wus in NS , I wouldnt even know that shes bak here for hols , If i wusnt fired , i wouldnt have a chance to accompany her , If i never bought her a prezzie , i will not hav a chance to see her bfore she leave , if her fam wus at home , i would not hav spend tat nite with her . hhhmmmm theres a few examples of my perception of fate . But i know theres more , I am somehow destend to meet her and be with her . But how long will this fairytale last ? this relationship of ours started of with a long distance relationship . For now everythin is going fine . Theres the web cam and telephone that helps me to keep in touch with her . sometimes i wander will she be the one i will marry and make a fam with ? Will she change her way of thinkin and go for some other guy ? Will i be a jerk or an idiot that she will leave me ? For now i am just waiting everyday for the day she comes bak here . Since fate brought us together , let fate go on and does its miracles . I wonder why i am writing this..... grrrrrrr forgot what i really 1 to rite . Anyway i will still post this up..... =S Miss u babee...... i had finish 1 graphic already and it looks cool!!!! but i will onli pass them 2 u when yer exams r over.... ehehe kay kay??? ^-^ hope to see yah on9 today =Pp