The design of Kennyville

I have move :S

2007-12-11T20:08:00.001+08:00

To everyone out there. . .
I have now shift to project-transmissions.blogspot.com

ciao =P

Lazeee , Bzeee , Meee ^^

2006-05-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

I am so so so sorrie for not updating this past few weeks . Finnaly i have already got used and settle down this sem . Well i had been extremely lazee and also Bzeee for the past few weeks . This few weeks i wus kinda bz gettin use with the new softwares , lecturers and stuff =SSS . And i hav been doing lotsa last minute HW lately too . I will update my blog sumtime soon ^^ . Aiks gtg sleep soon 2 wake up like super early in da morn todo my assignments . aarrghh~~~!@@

My Timetable

2006-05-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

The 1st day when i started coll this week , i was pretty shock to see that i have a class on Saturday !!!. Like Sat???!!!! and is like right at the middle of the day from 2 - 6!!!!!!! aaarrggghhhh!!!! Sad to say , i will have to stick to this timetable for the comming 12 weeks!!! Damn!! After seeing a bunch of new lecturer faces and adapting myself with my new classmates at the 1st week . I conclude that this course is even more interesthing then i thought it is going to be . Or mayb i don't have much homework to do yet =P thats why . Anyway , i guess lots of people are wondering what type of softwares i use and knowledge i gain from the classes above . Okay , here we go . Monday - Electronic Page Layout . This subject is about knowing anything and everything that is in Adobe Photoshop . Tuesday - 3d Animation . This subject is also about knowing anything and everything but its is on Lightwave 3d . Wednesday - Character designing . Well the name of the class says it all . Thursday - Motion Graphic . Well i don't really know how 2 explain about what this class is all about yet but i will fill u guys in sometime soon . But i do know it has Softwares like Adobe After Effects and Lightwave to brush up in this class too . Friday - Critical Thinking and Design Drawing . Well i guess the name Critical Thinking says it all?? On the other hand Design drawing is something like figure sketching . Or you can say a class for training drawing skills . And finnaly Saturday!! Bahh!!! Photography!!! ok I don't think i need to explain this 1 . Overall this timetable is okay except for the stupid class on Saturday Sobz~~ .

The Big Life

2006-05-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

Ever imagine that human can reach up to such a size?? !!! I am starting to wonder whether this pic is edited annot . Anyway , i bump into this interesthin story online and its has something 2do with that pic above XD . Enjoy . ;)

by Biggie

Sarah viewed the x-ray, turning it upside down, and up once again. She frowned and looked at the doctor. His expression was grim. She felt a surge of nervousness building inside her thin body. She brushed her red wavy hair from the side of her stunningly beautiful face and adressed the M.D.

" Well... ?What is it ? "

The doctor stood up and took the x-ray delicatly from Sarah's hands. He held it up against the light and pointed to a dark mass appearing on it.

" This...I'm afraid this is a tumour. A CANCEROUS tumour. Right next to your heart. This is difficult...I'm sorry. It's...terminal I'm afraid. The way it's situated, I'd say you have not much more than one year to live... "

Sarah was stunned. She looked at the doctor, searching for any hints that this might be a bad joke. But he was quite serious.

" I'm sorry...there is nothing we can do. "

Sarah walked home slowly, oblivious to the worls around her. " one year ! " It kept coming back to her. Just one year. At 24 years old, she didn't feel this was her time to go. It couldn't be.

She sat for a whole week in her living room. Not answering the phone. She had tons of messages on her answering machine asking her to get to work, or reminding her of her new photo shoot. She had made millions of dollars as a top model. But all her life felt like a lie. For the whole week, she sat in front of the TV. Not changing channels or even really watching it. She started on the second day to absent-mindedly snacking on junk food, while watching the screen. There was a convenience store in her block. To the surprise of the owner, the svelte, diet-obsessed lady bought bags of fattenings snacks to bring to her loft. It was at the end of that week that she came to a decision.

Sarah was unattached since about a year, so nobody would care. And she had more than enough money to last ten years without working if she wanted to. More than enough for her remaining time on Earth she figured.

Since she was a child, she disciplined herself to be thin, and to avoid the evils of food. She had made a career at staying extremely thin and portraying the ideals of modern beauty. But after a week spent snacking non-stop (was it her subconscious trying to tell her something ?), her 6 feet, 125 pounds frame had somewhat softened. She didn't feel her ribcage poking through her skin anymore. There was slight love handles starting to form over her jeans. She might have gained about 10 pounds. Which wasn't surprising considering the huge amount of food she ate, compared to her usual in

No more would she deprive herself of the pleasures of eating. And if she was going to get fat, well why not. Was it going to change anything if she were. She would still die in two years, Fat or thin. But just eating wouldn't be enough. She decided that she needed a goal. She found it when she looked at the restaurant section of her newspaper. She lived in new york city. In such a town, there was hundreds of restaurants. Maybe enough to be able to try a different one every day for one year. She made quick calculations, going through the yellow pages and the internet touristic guides. There was over 400 restaurants in the New York area. More than enough for her plan to work. She would eat it all, she thought, feeling a bit megalomaniac. She would eat all that she could find on their menus. Of course, she would start with small restaurants, but hopefully, her stomach would stretch enough to be able to take all the food she would consume. It was set. She would begin the very next day.

She went to the small pizza shop early in the afternoon. In preparation for the feast, she hadn't had a bite since taking her decision the day before. She was absolutely ravenous. She sat down and looked at the menu. Good, only 6 kinds of pizzas. She'd take the smallest ones, which at 12 inches, were still quite impressive when put in front of her. She started with the standard Pepperoni and cheese. She ate slowly, savoring every calories-laden bites. She had all day to go through that menu, so no use rushing.. After finishing the first pizza, she was starting to realize the folly of her plan. She already felt full. Yet there was still 5 other kinds of pizzas to eat. But it was still early, so she decided to take a little stroll around the block. She told the cook to keep the next pizza warm. As she walked, she felt the tightness in her belly subside a bit. She stroke her swollen abdomen. It felt nice and round. She smiled and concluded her walk. She sat back at the table to attack the meat-lover. The first bite was an exposion of richness. She was so delighted that she went through it without any pains. As she finished, she felt ready for the Vegetarian. It was a little bit disappointing after all the richness she just experienced, so she asked for more cheese. She then went at it like if there was no tomorrow. The whole day went like this ; eating, walking a bit, eating, walking some more. At 8pm, Sarah was finishing her last piece of all-Dressed. She sat back and patted her swollen belly. She had to unbutton her jeans and the flesh was peering from under her stretched t-shirt. She stood up, stumbling a bit, and paid the owner. She then walked out sleepily, not noticing the stares of the other patrons.

She fell asleep as soon as she got home. Feeling some disconfort but also a sense of pride and accomplishment. This was a great plan.

The following weeks went pretty much as planned. As she ate more, her stomach grew to be able to contain more food. The more she ate, the more she got hungry, the more she got hungry, the more she ate. After a month, nobody could have told that Sarah was once a super-model. Sure, her face was still exceptionally beautiful, but it was also rounder. And her weight had doubled. She was now 247 pounds. She was gaining as much as 3 pounds a day, and enjoying every new inches of flesh appearing on her body. She kept an hour glass figure, though her belly was stretching the middle of the hourglass a bit much. She delighted in the way she was starting to develop a waddle. Laughing when parts of her bumped into things. Her upper arms had grown especially large, something, she figured was genetic, since her grandmother and her mother, both large women, had ham-sized arms. She liked their softness, feeling she was made to hug people. Which she did occasionaly when she went out at BBWs dances. She discovered this new world while surfing the net. She was overjoyed at the idea of people loving large ladies, and also at the concept of feeders. Never before in her life had she heard of such a thing. There was some moments she was sad because she felt she couldn't profit from this new life for long. So she tried not to grow too attached to the men she met, and threw herself back at her task.

As she grew, the size of the menus grew also, she had planned her progression that way. It was sometimes a struggle to finish all the meals in a restaurant when they served huge portions as they did at Cozy's soup & Burgers. These burgers were so damn large, it was actually a feat just to finish one. When she got outside, she noticed the picture of 600 pounds wrestler Yokozuna, who had eaten just as much as she just did, if she was to believe the posted article. She felt quite proud of herself. When she came home, she went to her new heavy-duty scale to check on her progress. It had been three months now, and she was simply huge. 466 pounds ! The gorgeous woman who stared back at her from the wide mirror seemed like a stranger when she glanced at her old cover from a sport magazine, framed in the lobby of the apartment. The face seemed familiar, but the wide expanses of flesh that it was overlooking was totally alien to the lithe paper figure. The breasts were full and round, stretching down to her belly button. They were framed by arms the size of a regular woman's waist. The belly, swollen, stretch- marked and majestic, hung down to the middle of her thighs, and her hips were as wide as the bathroom door. She liked to wear lycra outside, and being nude inside the house. Everywhere she went, she became the center of attention. She also became quite popular with the feeders at the dance floors, who kept trying to get her number and also gave her a constant flow of fattening treats ; She always came back home with at least 5 huge boxes of chocolate. Which she was able to go through by the next day's binge. One guy was really sweet, though, and seemed quite enamored with her. Still she tried to brush off those feelings, not wanting to be hurt.

After six months on her new diet, she had come to a turning point. She had developped new difficulties in moving around. At 734 pounds, she started to avoid walking like the plague. Adopting a wheel-chair and paying a staff to help her on her daily chores. The sheer massiveness of her body was astounding. She couldn't reach her belly- button with her outretched arms anymore. When she sat down to eat, she more often than not had to put the food on the shelf formed by her belly and tits. Her enormous legs were spread apart by the enormous amount of folds on her thighs, and the drooping ball of flesh that was her belly. Seated, it would actually be about six inches from the floor, stretching to the bursting point the custom-made lyra outfit that she liked to wear. Her round face looked like a china doll's, only bigger. On the rare occasions that she would walk, her whole body would sway from left to right, in an hypnotic quivering motion. Some rolls of fat seemed to have a life of their own, seemingly trying to escape from the tight confines of her outfits. She never lifted her feet more than about a quarter of an inch from the floor. Actually, she more or less slid them in an approximation of what walking should be. At this point, she never could get full. No menus were too big for her. And since she didn't go out much anymore, much less dance. She accepted to get visits from her would be suitors. Including her favorite sweet guy. Over twenty men would come in the evenings, after her day's gorging, to feed her some of their favorite treats. Her days were orgies of food, causing soon yet another stage in her ongoing quest.

After one month of this perpetual overfeeding, and four months from her goal, she had gained an additional 175 pounds, bringing her up to 909 pounds. Her whole days were spent in bed now. Surrounded by feeders who relished in making this dream come true grow to new dimensions. She still had to accomplish her feat, so she had to make hard bargains with restaurant owners to have their whole menus delivered to her home. Sometimes, she would have to pay the chefs to have them cooking in her newly redesigned kitchen. This new found immobility brought her a sense of immense joy, as if she had managed to reach a rarely attained plateau. She would actually ask for bigger portions, in the hopes of breaking the half-ton barrier as soon as possible. With every bites, she was fast approaching that new goal. Mark, her favorite lover, would spend more and more time with her, taking care of her and helping in organizing the difficult scheduling problems of the visiting chefs. He also had taken the place of her nurse in the duty of bathing her, which always brought her immense amount of well-being. She was growing to love this guy. But again, she didn't say a word about her predicament, and decided to just enjoy the moment.

At 8 months, she had surpassed the 1000 pounds mark by a hundred pounds. She was eating huge quantities of food every waking moments of her days. The restaurants had bigger and bigger menus to propose, and she hardly had enough time to go through a whole one in a day. Mark would even feed her little bits of food when she was napping. She had grown so used to eating constantly that she could nibble without even waking up. She was like a sultan, sitting on mounds of cushions and with men all around her, feeding her non-stop. Her hands were on her immense belly, covered partly by her billowing breasts. Her legs were spread apart by the voluminous mass of her abdomen, which flowed 4 feet in front of her. She was living a life of ultimate excess and enjoying every moments of it. On a good day, she could gain as much as ten pounds. And she still had a lot of restaurants to go. She still felt healthy, and figured that she would be able to finish her journey towards extreme obesity on time.

Just a bit before the one year mark, Sarah was the fattest human being on record. She was getting loaded off the scale with the crane when the doorbell rang. Mark went to answer and came face to face with the doctor. The preoccupied M.D., stared for a moment at Mark, failing to recognize him. The he glanced at Sarah. His mouth opened and his eyes grew round.

" Sarah ? Is that you ? "

Huffing and puffing as she was getting back on her gigantic bed, her mass flowing like lava over the edges, Sarah answered slowly. Her head was lost in a sea of fat, her legs almost completely covered by the vast overfed belly that had become her most noticable trait, that is, with the exception of her stunning face, still framed by long waves of fiery red-hair.

" Hello...doc...,coming...to...check...on...me..., how...nice "

The doctor stumbled towards the huge woman that sat before him. He was looking through his bag while bumbling helplessly.

" Huh..I...Hem ! I seem to have made...Haah...a slight mistake. You see, I...somehow misplaced the...huh...RIGHT x-ray. The one you saw was from a veterinarian colleague. We found out about a week ago when one of his client's ...hem...dog died from a cancerous tumour near the heart...You are absolutely fine...er...I mean... "

Sarah looked at the doctor in silence for a long moment. Then she replied happily.

" You mean... I'm perfectly... healthy ! " Her whole body was rolling with ripples and waves across her acres of flesh.

The doctor stood dumbfounded. For the first time, he noticed the numbers still flashing on the digital scale ; 2154 pounds. His former patient was now over a ton !

" Yes. I mean no. You...you should go on a diet. It's definitely not healthy to be that large. I mean, you could... "

Mark escorted the doctor to the door as he was lecturing Sarah. When he closed the door behind him, there was a moment of silence. Mark looked at Sarah, smiling and frowning at the same time.

" What was that about ? "

Sarah looked at the flashing numbers, then at the expanding horizon of her belly. Finally, she looked back at Mark and at the rest of her crew who stood in silence, waiting an answer from the woman who had become the center of their lives. She then started to laugh, a gleam in her blue eyes shining bright.

" It's a long story, boys. Don't worry about it. C'mon, bring that meal, I feel like I could eat a horse ! "

Biggie , april 26th 1997

All About my College

2006-05-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

Dasien Academy of Art was founded in 1996 with a vision to provide top quality art & design education .

The word "Dasein" has its origins in German language . Definations of this word include "existence" , "entity" and "subsistence" . It is a term commonly used in philosophy , literature as well as art .

Acoording to ther word "Dasein", everyone is unique and creative in thier own right. And our unique existence is not only an entity but a project , not something that has being but something that is forever becoming . That gives us enormous freedom and great responsibility to decide who we truly are and what we actually want to be .

In a crowded environment of mass produced qualifications , Dasein Academy of Art intends to build its reputation with the concept of providing education solutions for individuals and not a "learning formula" designed for all .

Dasein believes that the real education fo art and design is not about training skill only . The more important thing is the cultivation of creative thingking . An outstanding creative artist should be able to use both his/her hands and brain . From ideology to morality , from knowledge to technique , he/she should have the standard of a professional .

In Dasien , you will find the essence of art and design , you will be awaken and discover the defination of your "dasein".

Thats a little bit intro about my college in KL . Lots of people dont really know where am i studying at and what am i really studying about so those information on top will give you all a ruff image about whats my college all about .

Reincarnated

2006-05-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

Its been a very long time seens i have been blogging . So i decided to blog again but this time everything is gonna be different!!!. Its going to be more on the artistic side of me . Seens i have just started of a brand new semester into my first year of animation , i am gonna use this chance to update everyone a little about my artworks and the animation industry now . I hope i would get support and comments about my artworks in the comming future .

christmas mood =Pp

2005-12-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

One Tree Hill ~~ My baybees~~ favourite... well i wus like so super free yesterday so i kinda wanted to jump into my baybees world a lil deeper... =DD The day bfore i kinda read spoilers on season 1 and 2 di~~ and the the next morn , i started DL season 3 of it.... Well the 1st episode is kinda confusing , cose i got to try to recognise the maneee charachters in the show and also try to understand or even say figure out the maneee things that happen in season 1 . Towards the end of the 1st epi , i kinda understand a lil stuff di . at the 2nd episode , i kinda started getting addicted to it di , cose the storeyline started to get pretty interesting =) . now i am like so wanting to watch the 3rd epi of season 3 . i kinda tot i DL it di but then i didnt tsk tsk tsk.... now is like half way thru onli . sigh** . anyway , after spending like half a day playing NFSU most wanted and watchin one tree hill , i when out for dinner wit muh mum and bro at ming tien . After dinner , i headed to hasrins place wit muh bro . After pickin hasrin , we headed to Hartamas . Its been a long time seens i hav doin shitz wit muh boy hasrin here di... Anyway , our 1st stop is Breakers.... ( as usual (-______-""""") ) . Cose my bros frenz r there also , and theres nuttin much todo there besides shi sha and yam cha . tsk tsk tsk... well all i can say hasrin looks kinda bored (-_____-""") oh yeah and thanx allot for spendin a few games dude~ oh yeah , oh yeah and not forgettin my fren buddy leon and darren is gonna join in the fun 2 .. =S oh yeah and not forgetting the most important thing... why in the world they raise the farkin price for a game of foos???~~!! MCH!!!! is now like rm 3 a game . this is 2 much man~!!! anywayz i wus surprise to see a bunch of my school juniors there . Wei Jin , Ernest , and a few others . My bro has a bunch of crazee cool frenz 2 =S . Theres this gal fren of his who has 20 piercings all around her body?? (-_______-""""") . After a bunch of Games , we started getting thirsty and all so we decided to hit 2 Murni for yam cha session . after fecthin hasrin home me and my bros fren headed to murni . darren , leon and my bro wus there , after yam cha , i sped thru the highway and fecth my bros fren bak . aftr that i headed bak home and zzzzzZZzzzzzz~~~ . Note : hasrin i will bring u to ur favourite shi sha or club next time kay??? =Ppppp

Today~~ wee~~~ I miss my baby like so much ~~ finnaly i get to see her =))) but today , my mums kinda in a bad mood =S got lectured and force to wash the car bfore i left home . After doin all those shitz , i fecth my bro and headed to my baybees~ hse . Aftr that , we headed to OU =)) . OMG~!!! OU is like super super super BZ~!! cars is like everywhere..... i dun even dare to enter any of the carpark there cose i believe u will take mayb and hour or so to get a parking space.... so i head to the housin areas to look for empty spaces . well , we got a empty parking space but is like kinda far =S but i guess is cooler walking then rounding in the stup carpark for an hour... sowwie baby got to make u walk =S . Lets see , well we practically walk the whole OU , finding christmass prezzies and eating food =)) . Oh yeah ~! and today i tried a food called otak- otak . yes yes , i know sum ppl must think i am sum jinjang or sumthin.. but yes if i am not wrong its my 1st time trying it... =S well it tasted not bad ^-^ my baby gal intro me to it =))) after eating , my baby gal got to head home . so we headed to the old wing taxi stand.... eeekkk~~~ it wus raining... and the car is kinda far away . We headed to Jusco and got an umbrella and we headed bak to the car . i tried my best to cover my baby gal from getting wet =)) but her jeans were all soak up =SSSS sorrie b~~ muh bad for parking outside OU =///// . after fetching her home , i got home . i teman muh mum eat dinner and now i am at home stuck in front of the comp . hhhmmm christmas eve.. at home alone wit my mum =//// my bros r like all over partyin =S hhhmmm dunno why i hav no mood to party or anythin =S so wierd .

I got a bunch of christmas msges from a bunch of ppl . Thank u very much~!! merry christmas 2 u 2 =DDD .

Thanx allot for the both of the christmas prezzie... =))))) i really like both of them . i deco them all around my room di =))))) but the bestest christmas prezzie in the universe having u in my arms . thanx for beeing my baby gal =) luv u baby~~ muakx~~!

MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!!!!! and HAPEE NEW YEAR~~!!!! everybody~~!!!!

Missunderstanding??

2005-12-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

Theres this entry bout me goin to fga recently... kinda gave ppl the wrong impression of my babee gal =/ my babee gal is the nicest person in the world and she would never wan to hurt me =) besides is really not her fault cose her fam had this last minute decision tingy not to go to church that day and all.... oh yeah and i stayed till 11 tingy , wus my own decision cose she said "MAYBE" her fam might be goin . Anyway she ask me to go bak actually , cose the probibility for her fam to go wus low . But i wanted to stay , cose there wus still a slight chance for me to see her . so yepz , i guess everythings clear now... =)))) i guess i will stop at this point .

Kenneth luvs his baybee very very much~~~

ken signing out =)

His So Lucky His a Star~~ but he... eerr (LAME)

2005-12-23T01:49:00.000+08:00

subconcious eerrr wat subconcious???

Main Entry: 1sub·con·scious
Function: adjective
1 : existing in the mind but not immediately available to consciousness : affecting thought, feeling, and behavior without entering awareness (subconscious motives) (a subconscious reflex)
2 : imperfectly conscious : partially but not fully aware (the persistence of subconscious dream activity for several minutes after waking —Psychological Abstracts) —sub·con·scious·ly adverb —sub·con·scious·ness noun

Source: Merriam-Webster's Medical Dictionary, © 2002 Merriam-Webster, Inc.

is pretty amazing how our brains can affect us.... =S well , this morn i set my alarm at 7 am hopping i can wake up and call my baybee~~ to our breakfast outing... all i can remember is i woke up , and find my fone missin.... i wus like surprise where in the world it ended up 2.... =S so i look around behind my bak and saw my hp lying next to me on the bed (-________-""""") i am like... "huh" wat in the world... =S ish ish ish is like 930 am di sobz~~~ my baybee must like b beezzeee packin and ready 2 go to genting di =S so i smsed her askin whether she left the hse di ~ but there wus no reply... =S and as we all know... wat kenneths gonna do next =Ppp sleeep~~~ oh yeah i got a call from leon 2 askin me to teman him to nilai =S which i failed 2 cose.. i gtg teman my ol'fren who just came bak from NZ

1200 pm..... (-_________-"""") i hop out of bed and quickly sms my buddy Yung Han.... i told him to meet me and Mc D's Old Town at 1.... =)) so i rush and clean up and all and rush my way 2 PJ Old Town =Pp well i when thru a bunch of traffic jam and all but thankfully i reach there on time =)) we had like so much to catch up bout... cose is been like so long seens i ever tok to him.... we tok bout the ol' times and bout the recent stuffz 2 =)))) it wus so cool =ppp kinda nostalgic also... =)) we were like tokkin the whole way to MV which i took almost 45 minutes to get a FREAKIN parkin tsk tsk tsk tsk..... so annoyed and pissin off.... thank goodness we had like lotsa stuff to tok bout... if we didnt.. i think i will just park at an non legal spot of MV area.... anyway.. we headed to the food court to fill our poor empty stomaches... after having lunch , we bump around MV just to take a look at the atmos and all.... after walking bout 1 to 2 hours , we finnaly decided to head bak to our homes.... oh oh and yeah i got sum trouble wit the parking tix , which i didnt know that the cinema parkin lotz is actually paid at the exit of the parking lot..... tsk tsk tsk.. we actually when all the way down to LG to find out that aarrrgghhh~~!! thanx to my extreme blurness tsk tsk tsk.... after that , on the way home , we were like at amcorp mall area , Yung Han said he wanted to go for a yam char session . Since we were like near hasrins place , i just called hasrin out to guide us to the so called "Coolest" mamak around his area . after gettin lost in between the shop lotz , we finnaly reach to our destinations . is a mamak wit sum kind of cinema in it...

I am like so super the LUCKY =Pppp i get to park at the entrance of the mamak =))) and is like the 2nd time of the day i did that . cose in like MV i get to park at the entrance also , so cool =Ppppp anywayz , after a couple of hours tokkin bout all the things u cant imagine in the world and watchin arsenal against sum pathetic team , we decided to go bak home . After fetchin both of my buddies home , i expected a luxuries and slow goin day from that time onwards . while goin thru the hectic traffic , i came 2 the traffice lite at my place . then my HP started ringing . Its leon =Pppp his asking me out to play futsal cose eveyone FFK (-________-""") so the last minute . tsk tsk tsk.... so i rush bak home , ate 2 pieces of bread , change my clothes , run run run , scream at leon , jump in the car..... VROOM... "SKID SOUNDS from the tyres" wweeeeee~~~~ finnaly we reach the futsal area.... my eager to kick the ball is burnin like the sun =Ppp after playing a couple of games for bout 2 hours... all i can conclude is.... kenneth today is yer lucky day..... i get to "CHAP" 2 goals from the "NOOB" keeper who had blunder.... tsk tsk tsk.... well i played as usual , alwayz waitin for the ball at all the invinsible corners of the court..... except i just dun click wit the team....... isshhh~~~~ i feel quite dissapointed.... i really miss airmacia.... well i know i get screwd and the pressure is high... but i still luv playin in the team . i feel more useful rather then playin in this ss2 team thought . is not like i dun like the ss2 team or anythin , i just feel dissappointed i couldnt addapt to all diff kind of team play thats all .

after 2 long tiring hours , we finnaly headed home . ahaha get to pass by my baybees hse~~ =Pp misses her so much . anyway , after leon drop me home , i am like super duper hungreee ~~ my mum brought me to the chee cheong fun store at ss2 =)) yumz~~ its been a long time seens i eat here... =Pppp . "Fu Pei"!!~~ i ate like eerrr 6 pieces ahahaha =Pppp after feelin my stomach , we headed to tmn tun to fecth my bro . after fecthin him , we headed home . now i am here chattin an typing this long entry =Pppp eerr quite long entry =))).

OK i guess u ppl r lik wanderin where my baybee when 2~ well shes in genting now =)) we had been like smsin the whole day =Pppp i miss her so much =))) cant wait till she get bak here in 2 dayz time... then we can head to the cinema and do christmas shoppin 2 =))))) LUV U BAYBEE~~~~~~

Ray Jay - One Wish Lyrics

2005-12-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

Damn baby
Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first
It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room
'Cause we couldn't be alone
See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt
Back then we were in school; and that's your favorite excuse
Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

If I had one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in
If so then searchin' I’ll go, then I can have you for sure
Then you’ll be loving me, holding me, kissing me
So girl don’t tell me what I’m feeling is make believe
I swear if I lose a second chance with you
I wouldn’t know what to do
I’d probably check myself into some kind of clinic
I couldn’t be alone because without you I’m sick
Here’s my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I’ll take yours and fill it all the way up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I’ll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish

I don’t even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life
And you’d be my wife, make it right this time

My Fav song at the moment =) i dedicated this song to u baybee ~~ luv u~~!!!!

I Became a Model and I Broke a Record....

2005-12-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday wus the day i think i broke my own personal record and also did sumthin i never did bfore in my entire life =Ppp ok here we go... i woke up early in the morn clean up and dress up sexayly and rush my way 2 school.... =)) well i had a call from my lecturer last week asking for me for a favour to get to school on tuesday this week.... he said that the school is doin sum brocier or sum leaflet tingy and they needed models... =Pp 1115 i reach skewl and they started th shooting sessions... we took pics like in every single location of the school.... from classrooms , comprooms , Library , main school block , display room , so on so on...... well is really farneee cose... evryone got to pretend natural in all different situations..... =)) ok this is like my 1st time beeing a model... lol so yeah i tried my very best to look a NATURAL??? =))) i alwayz had a dream of beein a model... =Pp i guess thats where the poser side of me kicks in from.. besides my idol is beckham , who has alwayz look good in most of the commercials =))) after like 6 freakin hours of posing everywhere , the lecturer finnaly rewarded us with drinks??? =S ahahaaha well.. i didnt really come here and aspected to get anythin bak anyway...

at the moment we sit at the chair of the mamak storee nearby the sky wus like super dark..... it started raining a few minutes after that... i learn lotsa stuff tokkin to muh lecturers.. bout the design world an all.... after bout 1 hour of chatting... i headed bak home... EEeeeKkkkk~~~ i forgot to buy pencils.. 2 do muh hw , i wus suppose to buy them at an art shop near my art school.. the stuff here is much cheaper then the one in tmn megah.... so after i reach bak home , i headed to the art shop in megah... after gttin muh pencils , i headed to Rileys , to whack sum balls.... eerrr for ppl who dun understand , Rileys is a snooker centre and it has like 2 sexay and well maintain foosball tables at the moment.... =))) Sigh... it wus empty.... so anywayz.. i change 4 bugs to trained while waitin for my buddy leon to arrive..... after bout 1 hour ++ of trainin.... leon finnaly arrive....

lately i had been trainin allot of my middle man and snake.... and i am quite happie wit the middle man.... but my snake is so not consistent... issshhh~~..... after playin bout 4 to 5 hours all together (record breaking) , it wus alreadi 11 ++ and i havent even had muh dinner yet.. so as leon =S oh yeah btw , there were like a bunch of talented foosers.. in Rileys that nite.. and i heard 1 of them is the 3rd best fooser in malaysia.... =) his gameplay is darn cool.... anyway.. me and leon kinda race bak to our houses... which i tot wus like so dangerous... =S its worth the adrenaline rush and cheap trill =Pp after reachin bak home i had muh dinner... thats like 1145??? =S my mum wus like lecturin me the whole nite.... =S if i wus not wrong i headed to the comp and then to muh bed to ZZzzzZZzzzzzZZzzzzzZZ~~~~

I miss my baybee~~~ like so much~~~!! bbbbb~~~ i luv u!!!!!

Here we go again

2005-12-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

I cant believe i am actually doing this..... =S but i am doing it.... =))) I am bloggin again.... =S well the reason i stop bloggin is cose i am like super bz wit coll assignments and stuff... so bloggin became like a burden to me...... =S besides my fan base its like 0.0000 i think =/ but now i hav a good reason to blog again cose... i have my bb~~ my inspiration to blog wakakakakaka =DD

well i dun really know where i shud start from... but i guess i will start wit today???? =) let me see.... today has been a slow moving day... i woke up like early in da morn...around like 6 like that... and clean up and get ready to go to church =) but this morn wus kinda wierd.... my younger bro is still awake??? its like 6 am??? wat in the world... =S he wus chatttin on web cam wit a chiq... he wus like shock to seee me openin his room door.... his expression on his face wus so farneee =DDD anyway.. i wus like in a super rush mode... so after clean up and all i started of my journey to FGA which i dun really know the way... but i still made it there in the end =Pp yes yes... i know u ppl out there is wanderin why suddenly kenneth chan so semangat to o to church and all... =P well.. actually i wanted to surprise muh babee~~ well anyway after reachin fga.. i wus like eeekkk~~ panicking... where to park where to park??? its been like years seens i hav been there..... i wus like a small cute lil boy onli the last time i entered the church... so anyway... i followed the ushers around and the arrows leadin to the car park... so yeah i park like on top then hill... where i hav to wok like quite far to reach the church compound.... when i reach at the front compound of church... i called my babeee gal aspectin her to be sumwhere naerby... sad to say.. she wusnt... lol... shes like bz snoorrin Zeeezzzz~~ shes like so cute... i alwayz lurve to hear her voice especially when shes in the drowzy and cozy mode.... =DD she wus really surprise i called her and even more surprise i wus at church =)) well i am quite dissapointed i couldnt see her... anyway.. she said she might be like commin at 11... so i waited... till 11 bummin around the church compound... well thank goodness theres like mamaks and library to keep me bz.... oh yeah and i bump into a couple of frenz 2 so yah iw wus cool..... =))

the clock finnaly struck 11.... i caled my babee~~ bout 12 times and she wusnt pickin up her fone.... i actually started to like eerrr?? panic again... =S i tot sumthin happen to my babee gal or sumthin or she angry at me cose of sum stuff that happen the day bfore.... so i wus like worried and heartbroken at the same time 2... (-_______-""") i wus like searchin up and down all around church for her... praying shes sumwhere to be found... but sad to say... she isnnt.... the last stop i wus in is the youth area.... and thats when she called tto clarify stuff.... =S sumthin i never tot.. of.... she wus sleeping...... BBAAHH~~@@ why am i so the negative thinker... it wus like super huge relieve to know... that... we tok on the fone for a while... then i headed bak home... cose i wus like super hungry.... when i reach home i had meatball porridge... so kewl~~ luv my mums food so much.... oh yeah i watch a lil of peterpan which looks quite interesthin... =Ppp at home.. i wus like chattin to muh bb~~ on9... my babees~ ego wus like flyin high this afternnon.... shes like self complimentin herself like crazeee in a jokin way =Ppppp so farneee... after on9... my drowsinness drag me into the downstairs lalabuay~ couch... i slept till like eerrr 5 sumthin... until a tv show my mum wus watchin is on... is like a very thouchin chinese movie... bout this book writers life.... then suddenly my fone started ringin which i didnt even felt it cose it wus in silent mode.... and i wus still kinda blur cose i just woke up =/ it wus muh b~ =)) i called her bak but didnt get her... anyway she called bak anyway... then we chatted on9 again =DD

my babeees like super bakated... shes like a multi tasker =)) so she kinda teman me and aslo had to spend time wit her fam cose... its her dads burfday.. so she ask me to leave the webbie on and off it when i get bored... which i didnt off a all... luv u b~ thanxs for placin time fer me =Pp i had been chattin on9 and surfin a lil for like hours... =S now i am actually bloggin summore (-______-"""") oh yeah had sum crazeee time chttin wit ppl jasmine , hasrin , julia , jannele and joan and a few other ppl..... =DDD anyway.. my bb~~ is like goin of to singapore tom.... sigh"" gonna miss her like so much.... shes gonna be like bz bak 2 bak..... till like 31st dec... i am so gonna misss her~~~ well i guess i will just hav to wait..... i really wish i could spend the last day of the year wit her thought.... it will be super cool like super super crazee cool XDDD hhmmmm i guess i will blog till here for now.... luv u b~~~~ =)))

A few things i did durin the Hols =Pp

2005-06-25T02:07:00.000+08:00

Last week wus my hols... ^-^ i had wasted lotsa time durin it... =S i had gathered a rather huge ammount of work till i had no time for myself this whole week =SSSS #$%^&*....... (= _=) (- _ -") anywayz durin my hols , i wus kinda bz doin my car , shopping , playin games , and doin sum graphics for my fren in taylors . This wus 1 of the things i did last tuesday . Woke up early in the morn , and took a CD and got goin to Taylors . My 1st outing wit my SEXAY HONDA =PPpp . Anywayz , i reach subang bout like 10 sumthin and started findin a parkin space . I tell u... that place is 1 of the hardest place to get parkin!!! ggrrrrrrrr...... so after gettein a parkin near the morning market place , i got of the car and started walkin 2 asia club . Half way walkin , i realise i havent buy parkin tix!!! =SSSS 0 _ o so i walk bak and forth !!!! ggrrrr.... i actually dun really mind walkin BUT the stupid whether is 2 hot to handle . At Asia , i met Meng Yee , i wanted to hav a single foos wit him but he gtg bak to his coll ( = _ = ) . Anywayz , a few minutes later Jian called . I called him to come upstairs to get the CD . While i wus halfway thru my practice Jian arrive at the opposite of the foos table . He Got the CD , and decided 2 play a few balls before goin bak to his meal . After a while , Jas Came up!! wooHoo ^-^ . And then later Phei Cheun came up 2 . Played single wit Jas 1st but then once again i lost =SSSS ( 0 _ 0 ) why??!! wwhy must i alwayz lose to this gal . after a while , Roger came up 2 . So we played doubles . Me and PC and Roger and Jas . After finishin the game , Jas and PC got to rush bak cose thier class has already started . After they left , Ing Haw arrive . So i played with Ing haw and Roger . Both of them r begginers , so i kinda bullied them =S sorrie* guys . Anywayz , i tried to teach them a few shots . Besides that , they r not bad . Sum of ing haws shots r quite powerful ^-^ . After playin with them , i played wit dennis singles . Dennis wus wit kevin , zyran , kevin , sarah and joshua . Well , The match against dennis wus the most fun and most tension match =Pp both of us were defendin and offendin like crazee =Pp . anywayz , after playin 2 matches wit dennis , its time fer me to ciao ( " , ) itsbout 12 sumthin and i promise my mum to be bak home by noon . Whether is hotter then ever!!! sshhsssssshhh i wus sweatin my ass off in the car!!!! WTF!!! . After the drive thru all the way bak from ss15 , i wus bak in my home sweet home . Got of my car , and notice sum wierd smell comin from my car . My younger bro open up the hood to chek wat happen to the engine . HOLY SHIT!!!! my engine has MELTED!!! YESS!!! MELTED !@#$%^&*()_+ wat the HELL!!!?? . I called my mum on the spot 2 tell her bout the engine MELTING case...... =SS . she ask me to drive 2 the my dads fren workshop at sg besi . Bout 3 o clock i reach the workshop . 2 mechanics check da engine . After checkin the car engine , they found out its onli a paint job problem . The stupid person who sell the car painted the engine with sum low quality paint to make it look nice . So its actually onli a minor prob . while woatin fer the person to clean up the paint , me and my bro when around checkin stuffs out . After my cars clean up , i got goin home . The stupid engine prob Scared the hell out of me... =S . Wat a day .

Fst Fwd >>>>>>>

Sat

Well , ths day is quite a cool day ^-^ . I had seen sumthin quite cool today and its called RA* =Pp . ok here we go . My 1st day doin my HW durin the hols . Yes my 1st* day . SATURDAY WTH** . anyway , after a long day doin my Hw , i finnaly took off with my fav car . 1st stop , Leons hse . =Pp i kinda reach his house 2 early , so i when into his house 2 bug him out ^-^ . after gettin him out of the hse , we when 2 pei shans hse . Lol its been a long long time i never been goin out wit this gal . Well , all i can say when she when in the car she wus really quite =S . I think the sexayness of my car amuse her 2 much or mayb my Hink freak her out LOL* . anywayz , we headed of 2 Breakers hartamas . Got a GREAT parkin spot nearby PLayaz . we got out and took of to breakers . It wus kinda empty wit lotsa empty tables . we started of wit me and leon and then leon + PS against me and then Oei shan singles wit me and then finnaly leon vs me . LOL!! had a great time playin . At 1st i wus like very serious playin . then this PS wus like sayin i look 2 serious and all...so.i had 2 not be 2 serious when i am playin ^-^ cose normally when i play wit leon i put maximum attention cose leon its 1 hell of an opponent . Its a huge challenge for me everytime i play against him . ^-^ . anywayz , after i loosent up , things become more cheerful and fun =Pp . OK , so after all the games we played , we toom of to KL . Campfire!!! VI Campfire . Got into the school and got a sexay parkin spot .it wus very mearby the evnt place . After meeetin a whole bunch of ppl i dunno i started lookin around for ppl i know =S finnaly , i met pravana and darren + harrold . Overall , the best part of the whole event wus the RA . WOW!! its so freakin cool!!! Its like Yamasaki / Ninjas doin stunts . I luv it so much!! they had real brave stunt mans ( VIstudents ) but they had a lil technical prob , besides that , 1 of their stunt man got injured while goin thru the prformance . Oh yeah , and there wus a bunch of Sri aman girls . They were all there to do a cheerleadin performance . All i can say is not bad ^-^ timing wise they were quite close and besides that , they are quite creative int thier moves 2 . A whole bunch of scput guys were drolin over them.... shoutin Leng lui here and there..... desperate.... =S . After the event , i headed bak 2 Pj . Took a wrong turn in Kl so took quite long to reach bak 2 pj =S . Anywayz , bfore reachin 2 PS hse , we took a few pics in the car =Pp . quite cool pics ^-^ . After fecthin PS hme , we headed 2 Murni . Harold and Darren wus there . After havin supper and tokkin , we headed 2 darrrens hse . After takin sum stuff from darrens hse , when bak ss2 . After fecthin leon home , i when bak home , after cleanin up , i when 2 sleep , after sleepin i dream , after dreamin............i wake up after that , Life goes on =Pp .

A few pics taken after campfire :

Hartamas Bak 2 Bak ^-^

2005-06-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

lol last wed wus ken mings buffday ^-^ . so on tuesday nite we all gathered at mohsin and makan! lol . had a great time eatin while tokkin . Hapee belated buffday ken ming!!!

FAST FWD >>>>>>>>>>>

friday nite!! woohoo!!! the weekend is here . anywayz , jasmine ajak me to go hartamas . at around 10 i rush to hartamas . When i reach to hartamas , Sam , Jas , Caryn, Ing Haw and Roger wus alreadi there . 1st thing wus i wus introduce to Roger and Ing Haw . After a while of sitting , drinkin and tokkin a lil , June , Yen , Shal and daphne turn up . Just as they arrive , awhile later , Jasmine , Ing Haw and Roger headed to Dragon Bar 1st as we wait fer Chui and the rest outside . Its been long time i didnt see this ppl . After a while tokkin and playin with Caryns camera , we decided to go Breakers . ( Caryns camera its filled wit crazee pics =S ) lol sum pics made me laugh my ass out ^-^ .
At the front of breakers , the person incharge onli let 18 and above in , so they change planz and tot of headin to dragon bar straight . a while later , came Chui and the rest .

Anywayz , that nite i wusnt in the mood to club , so i didnt when into Dragon Bar . I wus 2 addicted to foos at breakers ^-^ . But i guess i miss lotsa stuff that happen in the club =S After bout 2 am , Chui and Gang wus at uncle Don Drinkin and Shishaing . I wus thirsty so i join them fer a while . After a while Jas , sam and Daphne gtg . So i tumpang them bak and the when bak to ZzzZzzZZzzZzz......

WooHoo!!!!! Saturday!! the day has come!! my Beautiful Car ^-^ . Anywayz , i when to take my Sexay car and had my dinner at Cheras on that day . Dinner wus not bad , is steamboat . Its really delicious!!! Yummy =Pp i dun mind goin bak there again . Anywayz , while havin dinner wit my fam , sumbody called up . Its a hse fone , and i didnt know who wus it , so i startin blurrin . Summore the person voice on the fone not loud summore =S . She started tokkin sayin sumthin but i didnt get it until i finnaly ask "whos tis" . She replied Sam . Finnaly** all the pieces finnaly came together ^-^ . Jas and Sam had planz to go hartamas again . This time , we r goin there just for dinner . Anywayz , After fetchin my fam bak , i headed to hartamas . 8.00 , i arrive there . I park my car at an illegal spot near the housin area . Just whn i got out my car , i gave Jas a call askin where she is . =S suprisingly , shes at home =S . so since i am not in a rush , i headed bak to the car and find for better parkin spots . Woohoo!!! luckily , i found a sexay parkin spot just across hartamas square ^-^ . After parkin , i headed to Breakers . !@#$%^&*() for the 1st time in my whole entire life , the whole breakes foos area wus empty !! =S WTH , so i headed to Playaz . At Playaz , i had a game wit this malay guy . After that , i headed to Breakers . ahhh , finnly the ppl started accumalatin . Even thought is a small ammount . A few minutes later , i receive an sms from Jas sayin she arrive alreadi . Sam came in to breakers and told me that they r goin to Yam cha 1st . So i played like 1 more game then headed to hartamas square . Eh Eh Eh*** Samantha???!! . At hartamas square i met sam coincidently again =S . I alwayz bump into her in this kinda situation =S . Anywayz , Ing Haw , Roger , Jas , Sam and the other Sam were alreadi half way thru thier dinner . I who alreadi had dinner , felt hungry seein all the delicious food on the table , so i ordered wan tan mee . after havin muh* food and tokkin + drinkin , we headed to breakers . Foos Foos Foos!! whenwill i be a pro fooser???? =S anywayz after foosin a while , Jas and Sam decided to Go bak . But , i wanted to stay for another game cose i wus playin halfway wit ee lin and then Jonathan . Overall , cool nite ^-^ get to play sum games wit the F - Crues and sum frenly strangers . After i headed out from breakers , i wus told that Jas when Clubbin -_-" . Semalam baru Club , hari ini pun boleh Club . This shows how addictive Foos and Clubbin can be ^-^ . anywayz , Sam got me and Jon in for free . In the club , i took a sip of beer and then a while later , i headed to the dance fllor wit sam and Jas . HHmmmm the place its so empty . Then a while later , ing Haw join in the dance floor . Wow!!! that nite wus like sum kind of dance battle . Cose the dance floor wus so empty , sum strangers just comes up and start showin off wat they got . =S well sum of them r not bad , but sum is just 2 unnatural . Oh yeah , i met Denesh and Wing Hing 2 oh yeah and Damein 2!! . Its been long time i havent seen them . Lol 1 things for sure denesh still havent change wit his crazee stylo hair style ^-^ lol . after a while of clubbin , leon called up . He needs transport urgently . So at bout 1230 we all leave hartamas . I headed to ss2 and fecth leon and pei Shan . Fetch pei shan bak and then the rest home . Finnaly onli me and leon left in the car . We started planin bout breakfast next morn and sum stuff we need todo on sunday . After sendin him home , i when bak and touch the comp fer a while then heaeded to my room and ZZzzZzzzZzz.........

Sick!!#$%^&*()

2005-06-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

last few dayz , that is a wednesday nite . I Found out i got fever!!! =S Thursday , my Ns fren Sam and Ong Tat Chern came over to take sum stuff . Sam and i Decided to play 1 on 1 Dota . Played till evenin =S . After that , i when to the doctor . According to the doctor , i drop sick cose i am lack of sleep =S . EEEeekkk i hate to be sick!!! i miss out a few yam cha sessions and FUTSAL!! its been a long time i never played with my frenz =S . Besides that , i hav a pile of assingments that got to be done =S AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i hate to be sick!!!! kenneth signin out =S

Victoria Station Outing

2005-05-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

today is kinda cool day ^-^ woke up late and got goin out with muh parents for lunch . After that , we headed to the car my parents had book already . Its a 2nd hand Honda 92 -95 model =Pp . I dunno why sum how i like the car so much ^-^ i had a chance to get the 98 - 00 1 but i didnt really like that version . The car carplate is cool + is RED!!!! eeekkk cant let go of that car . besides the 98 - 00 is a quite comment car in the road =Pp i wanted sumthin more rare . okok stop tokkin bout car lol . so after that , had dinner . YONG TAU FU ^-^ so delicious =Pp . After dinner , headed bak home . A few minutes at home , emily sms me asking me to get a cake . So i rush to SS2 Square and got a chocalate cake . After that , i when staright to Victoria Station . Met all my old Skewl frenz ^-^ so happee . Had a great time drinkin muh* soup and my honeydew . besides that had a great chat wit Richard , Chong and Aaron . After eating up bout RM 1000 ++++ 0 - o we headed 2 pennys hse . When we reach to the hse , we found out that richard wus possin with his rm 140 lite saber at the park nearby!!! wow!!** that lite saber is damn cool !! it can change 2 colours red!! and blue!!! besides that it has cool realistic lite saber sounds!! Lol!! After taking a look at possin with it , we decided to go bak to penny's hse . After a while at her hse , kirsty fecth me home..... After that , i decided to Yam cha with Leon . I ccalled him and we decided to go to Murni as usual , since i dun hav a car tis time . Lol , this reminds me of the good old dayz i use to get out at nite wit leon *WALKING* lol . After a yam cha session , we decided to go Dota . But all the Cafes seems to be full , so we decided to hangout in leons hse . Watch a few series of south park and LMAO** i LUV kenny so much LOL*! his so cute =Pp . Watch till bout 4 am and started walkin home** after that ZZzZZzzZzzZZz~

Clubbin at Rush

2005-05-27T04:48:00.000+08:00

Into 2nd week of my coll life =S all i can say is coll life is like super hactic !@#$%^&**...... now i really know how my frenz suffer doin assignments . Yesterday , did my assingment till 3 am in the morn =S . On the same morn , woke up at 9 and got goin 2 coll . After coll , i when bak home and started hibernatin =Pp i wus super tired and drain out... and this week i have even MORE assingments then last week NOOOO**!!! anywayz , i woke up bout 730 . Got out my room and found out nobody wus home *yawn* . i walk towards the living room and on the TV . Woohoo!! Chinese Dramas is so cool!!! its been along time i never had time chasing all this dramas . This particular drama showin now is pretty good ^-^ . Actually 3/4 of the dramas i seen so far wus not bad lol!! i am such an addict ^-^ . 10 o clock , i took the Kembara and drove twrds Jas hse . After fecthing Jas and Samantha , we headed to Dhapne's hse and then headed 2 Mutiara Damansara 2 fetch Elisa and her other fren . Then we headed to our Destination *RUSH* . Well , i had heard bout the club a few times bfore , but never had a chance to go there . Denesh ajak me once bfore but there wus miscommunication , so fail 2 go liao . So Rush* , the 1st time i had been there when i wus a lil younger , wus the time my Bro school had thier intract IU there . When my mum arrive at the place , a bunch of gangsters were gathered around the front of the place and started shoting and screming at each others . Anyway , i park the car and got goin to the club . At the entrance , a few ladies kept asking us whether we wan to open bottle =S . A short while later , we headed into the club . At the beggining , there were not much ppl on the dance floor . but a while later , everyone started goin crazee ^-^ . Ovrall , this club is OKOK onli . Cose like is so small , besides that there r like so manee old man and old women *DANCING* =S . The songs r not bad BUT* compare to Zouk / Dragon Bar i guess Zouk and Dragon Bar plays better music . 1.30 am , we started our journey bak . Jas and Dhapne had 2 reach home by 2 cose this time they when out wit thier parents permmision . After fetchin all of them home i myself started my jouney home . But this time i did sumthin quite stupid =S i wus driving by The Curve shoppin mall and when i came out to the highway , i miss the road to U-Turn bak!@#$%^&*() WTF** . I kinda started pannickin cose there wus a toll ahead of me . Besides that i dunno wheres the next U-Turn ahead . Thank god after few kilometres i there wus a U-turn . BUT* i paid bucks!!!! for nuttin . GgrgggRRggRr..... so annoyed lol . summore i am in my STUPID KEMBRA WHICH cannot speed . And And and i forgot to tell u guys , before the studpid toll , there wus a traffic lite . At the traffic lite , while i wus Bz countin my money a stupid guy in a perdana HONK* me!!! issshhh!!! 230 , reach home . Surprisingly , all my family members were still awake ^-^ . I took my bath and then when on9 fer a while . And then i headed to my bed 2 ZzzZzzZzzZzzZzz..........

- Let Me Go Song Lyrics

2005-05-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

3 Doors Down

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know me

Out from NS!! woohoo!!~

2005-05-18T06:38:00.000+08:00

Thurs

Came bak from Jail finnaly ^-^ . The excuse given wus 2 enquire for coll . I wus given 3 days off WOOHOO~!! . When bak home , took my shower and got goin 2 Puchong . I had a steamboat wit my mums fren and my bros + mum . Yummy yummy!! Delecious!!~~ never had such tasty food for such a long time =Pp . Anyway , after havin such a great dinner , i headed home . While chattin on9 wit all my fwens i miss~ . Chong decided to go Yam cha at mohsin . So i took off 2 mohsin tmn tun . Had a long chat wit him , then headed home =Pp . ZZzzZZzzZzzZz........

Fri

Decided to go Subang to check out coll . A few coll in the list wus Go Academy and TOA which i check a few times . But just to recomfirm , i had to go enquire once more . Well , Go academy is a really really low profile coll =S besides that , its a coll which has onli almost 20 students per intake =S . So yes , is a pretty low end coll . On the other hand , one academy its a great coll . And it has high end facilities 2 besides that it has a strategic position 2 . But sadly , my mum knows an ex lecturer from TOA and he had made a coll wit a group of lecturers at setapak . Its been there for 9 years and the courses and the teaching teory is the same . Besides that , is like X 2 cheaper . So my mum kinda force me into the coll . So yepz , we headed to setapak and reg fer the coll . Anyway , the 2nd intake already started on the 9th of May . So i am like a week late!! but i am still joinin the 2nd intake . So , next monday will be my 1st day of class . And yepz!! i am out of ns!!!! FREE FREE!!! like a bird!! WOOHOO!!! So , that nite i decided to go out wit LEON . Its been a long time i havent been doin nutz with him ^-^ . So that nite we decided to head to Breakers , Hartamas . The place wus filled and pack wit lotsa ppl!! . And , coincidently the F - Crues were there . Besides that , i bump into Mel , ee lin 2 . I also saw Lorena and Raihan but i didnt get a chance to say hie 2 thm =S . Anywayz , had a few games with the F - Crues ^-^ . HHHMMMMM my foosball is quite pissin off . When i am on fire i am freakin good but if i am on a bad mood i play like shit!! grrr!! need to practice more!! played random games with random ppl till Breakers close =Pp . its bout 230 am , and the F - Crues decided 2 Dota at DJ . Played till 5 am in the morn and then when bak home and ZzzZzzZzzZz........ my dota skills is very shakey.... =S

heyz peeps!!!! (ATENTION!!)

2005-04-10T10:40:00.000+08:00

I am bored!!!! and i dun hav all ur numbers!!! pls call me!!!!! on sat and sun pls!!!!!!!!!!!!! my no. is the num below thanx peeps ciaoz!!

kenneth

My new NS no.

2005-04-03T03:21:00.000+08:00

0192338126

The Unplan Day

2005-04-03T03:18:00.000+08:00

The Unplan Day =Pp Hmmmm this kinda dayz r so cool ^-^ 1st day out from NS!!!! woohhoo!!! I took out 1 of the army pants ( so hapeee WeeEeeEeeEe!!! ) but Leon askin me to get more for him =S I also 1 to get 1 more fer myself =S . Anywayz , came bak to PJ . Its been 3 weeks i havent been bak to PJ . Well nuttin much change here ; ) everythin is still the same . Its been 3 weeks i havent been roamin thru KL . (OMG) Well 1st of all when bak home . And the phrase kept runnin thru my mind , "HOME SWEET HOME" . Home wus never been so SWEET!!! lolx . Go roundin thru my house fer a while , sayed hie to my cute lil dogs . They welcome me home with style =)) . Toke my clothes of and quickly rush to the bathroom . Never been havin such a peaceful bath in a while =Pp . After bathing , when on9 fer a while . On9 wus cool , browse thru blogs , frenster , mail , msn "so on so so on " . After on9 , when to Digi centre in ss2 square . BOTH MY FREAKIN SIM CARD SPOILED!!!!!!!! My celcom and my Digi . Anywayz , i got my digi no. bak but all the contacts were gone into the deep sea .

After gettin my new sim card ( same old num ) . When to fetch me bro . PJ old town , the place i use to go fer tuition bak in OLD SCHOOL . I guess i wus in std sumthin , and also in f3 i wus there . Met my fav teacher . Had a great time chattin wit her lolx . After chattin with her , when twrds the restorans . WooHHoo , ate my fav "kuay teow" + "Loh shi Fun" Mee =Pp > It wus DELICIOUS . =S the last time i had been there i wus arguin with my mum =S . Anywayz , after that , when home and came on9 . Chat with all the SA peeps =Pp and yew jin 2 . Well everythin bak here is cool i suppose : ) . After chattin fer a while , i started wit my old time addiction . "DOTA" . Got freakin thrash =S . After Dota , i had msg from Ke shyun askin me to had to OU . After a lil while of chattin , my mum brought me to "PJ NEW TOWN" . Well she brought me to this super cool restoran i never been 2 . Its sum Angelic simbol restoran , dunno the name of it . Well the service there is great , and the atmos there is relaxin 2 . And the Most important thing All the DISH serve wus 101% DELICIOUS . (kenneth reccomend yall to go there 1 day) .

After dinner , i headed to OU with the "kembara" . Leon and Denesh called up on the way . Denesh , wus asking me to head To "RUSH" (Clubbin) . And on the other hand , Leon wus at OU waitin for me . And jas who wus suppose to come couldnt make it . Anywayz , i finnaly reach to OU . Met Leon and a couple of minutes later , Ke Shyun turn up . And suddenly , an sms came in . Chui , shes at hartamas ledi =S . she wus askin me to be there 2 . While playin foos , Chong called up 2 askin my location =Pp BZ Bz bZz Bz lolx .

Orginal Plan

1st - Play foos wit Shyun and Leon then go Clubbin with Den
2nd - Play foos , then go yam cha with Syun and frenz and then go Hartamas

1st plan failed , my stupid fone got hell of a big prob , i lost all my contacts so i couldnt contact den . tried checkin call register but the ammount of times the fone drop , made the key to contact den failed =S .

2nd Plan failed , I wus "ON FIRE:" when i played foos . My shots fer freakin SEXAY . For the 1st time i played so freakin well . Except my def suck a lil . We conqured the table for a while . Ppl kept commin . So my timin were all out =S . 2ndly , i when partyin . That makes things worst .

When we ended the Foos Mania , we heard godzzila footsteps . There were sum contruction sound alike in OU . Anywayz , we saw ppl starin into the outer skies in Ou . EEEEKKKK fire Works!!!! . For the 1st time in MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!! , i witness live fire works SO FREAKIN NEAR!!!!! it wus so darn COOL!!! . The sound of the explosion wus freakin LOUD!!!!!! . the lights were shattered everywhere rite above us . it wus AMAZIN!! . If u llook it in sum other way , it looks like meteor fallin on u . In FACT!!! , theres sum gun powder or wtv lightnin bomb they call it actually drops all the way onto the grass below . And sumtimes gunpowder or sum wierd ingredient from the fireworks drops on the ground . Sum them actually hit outr heads . Yepz =Pp me and Leon wus enjoyin the whole freakin fireworks by acciddent at the park opposite the new wing . After the whole fireworks thing wus over , we were on the way to the car . gettin ready to go to our next unplan location . "But" suddenly , we heard sum freakin cool ROCK , PUNK , Hardcore , Turntabalist shits goin round the whole area!!! . OMG POP SHUVIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . LIVE!!!!!!

We ran to bak to the stages beneath the New wing . Crash into the Moshpit!!!!!! . I LURVE moshpits . I DANCE MY ASS OUT!!!! . EEeekkk i need to learn more moves!!! sweiously . i keep repeatin my moves =S so borrin . Anywayz , while havvin fun , i bump into chong and melvin . They where from the planet shakers partay . WWoohooo!!! more peeps lolx . bump into lotsa other ppl 2 . ex smkdu so on so on . whaoh . after sweatin my ass out =S finnaly "Teh Tarik crew" arrive and the MC wus Paula Malai Ali!!!! I am tellin u , OU management r freakin BILLION ASSSS =Pp lolx . All those performance were for free ^-^ . Anywayz , while shakkin thru the hip hop beats , we finnaly plan to go to mamak . I wus llokin fwd to bump into Shyun and gang , but sadly we failed . So ended up with me and Chong . Well , its been a long time i never been chattin with him . Its really nice to tok to him . I can open up myself into any topic . ^-^ . Slurppin thru my "Honey dew Special" i had a great supper =Pp "Roti Special" . Anywayz , we ended up into topics that were endless kinda thing . like no matter how far u debate , in the end theres no 1 whos rite or wrong . Then an hour later , Leon turn up . And then Phei Shan . After a lil while of chat , we got goin to our homes . After bathin , i am here writin 1 of my longest entry .

NS is COOL!!!!! u wan to know bout NS , tok to me =Pp . Is kinda hard to explain in blog lolx . ( is an excuse to runaway from typin bout ns (= - = " ) )

I am IN a CC now!!!

2005-03-20T08:41:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! i am freee!!!!! today , woke up early morn . Took my toileteries to the toilet as usual .Wash my face and brush my teeth ^=^ . After putting my clothes on , i hurried down to the "tapak kawat" .Eh eh the bus arrive already . The bus brought us to a chatohlic church . There were quite allot of protestene worshippers .So most of them complain to the head in the bus who kinda refuse to bring us to a protestene church . So finnaly all the protestene end up hangin around the shops nearby . And 1 of them is me who endedupin a CC . Well NS is Kinda cool .Is kinda borrin at times , but overall is not bad . Activities havent really started yet , so i dunno wat will happen in the far future still =Pp hopefully is all good . Anywayz , yesterday wus my buffday , i wanted to thank everybody who greeted me and remember it . JINX JINX JINX!!!!!!! peace out~

Outing with Jasmine =Pp

2005-03-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

Today , woke up at 11 to get ready . Outing with Jas ^-^ . After dressing up and puttin on all the accesories , i am ready 2 go . When i reach there , i visited my boss . While i wus tokkin to her , Jas sms me . She said she alreadi reach the place . After a while tokkin to my boss , i rush to Giant =Pp . Jas ask me to meet her there . After a long walk from the old wing to the new wing , finnaly i met Jas ^-^ . She wus shoppin with her parents . Anywayz , our next stop wus TGI Fridayz . I havent had my lunch yet . Jas reccomend me to eat sum tomato spaghetti ^-^ . Well it tatse GREAT!!! i wus happee bout it =Pp After havin such a tasty lunch , we took of to the cinema to get tix . ROBOT!!!! its a great mov!!! u ppl out there shud watch it!!! . After gettin tix , we kinda bump around and then when bak to the cinema for the mov .

After mov , Jas brought me around to get my prezzie . I tell u , this is 1 of the most special prezzie in my life lolx . Is special bcose i can request for anythin i wan . As in anythin!!! like a BMW or a merz lolx . Kiddin kiddin =Pp . Well , but bassically i can ask for anythin i wan . So its cool!! . After takin a while of thinkin , i tot of gettin a belt . Well i use to wear belt , till my last 1 spoiled not long ago =S And besides that , i think i lose wieght lolx my pants feels like is gonna drop anytime soon =S . So we headed everywhere in Ou . From the hip hop shops to designers and surfin companys . Finnaly , we stop at extreme and got a black Billabong Belt . I tell u is FREAKIN NICE!!!!! lolx i cant stop lurvin it =Pp Thanx very very much jas (" P ) After that , we took sticker pics . Sticker pics has the stupid countdown again =S sigh . And besides that IS so freakin HOTT!!! i wus sweatin my ass out . After that , we waited by the taxi stand and jas got goin home in a few minutes .

After gettin home , my parents gave me a surprise dinner . They had a dinner for me indirectly celebrating my buffday . Well , my buffday every year is JINX!!! . Trust me is really jinx . My fam doesnt really celebrate buffdayz , and my buffday alwayz end up in fark up dayz . is times where everyone is bz wit exams or just bz with stuff =S . Mentionin bout it gives me the creeps . This year will be in NS durin my buffday =(((((((( see wat i mean =S haiz............. but thankfully i hav jas to cheer me up this year ^-^ luv u Jas!!! . HHmmmm besides that , to the FFs . I am really really sorrie i couldnt make it to DOTA today . HHmmmm after Ns i SPEND u guys all 1 hour kay kay kay????? And yepz , this blogs gonna be dead for 3 months . I guess lately u guys hav been noticin the ammount i blog . Sum of them i wusnt in the mood to blog 2 , so sum entries r short and borrin =S . But well , i wus just tryin to fill up the space.......

This 3 months time , i am gonna miss lotsa stuff =S . I am gonna miss all the buffday parties , scouts gang , yam cha sessions , Chong , mahani and fareez!! , Ffs , dotaiin , futsal , chui and Jas , BNs , hasrin , leon midnite outings , foosball , TV shows!!! , drivin!!online!!! and all my frenz!!!! hhhhhhmmm ciaoz ppl SOB~ SOB~

Penny's lil partay

2005-03-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wus pennys lil partay . Early morn , the alarm rang . RIINNGGGGGGG!!! . Futsal WOOHOO!! . Got ready all my stuff and got goin on my Kembara . Futsal wus great =Pp . Once again , we played at sports unlimited . I LURVE the court there . Is freakin NICE ^-^ . I scored 1 goal lolx ^-^ and assist a few shots =Pp so happy . And overall i think i played quite well . After futsal , we drove off 2 Dharoos . I ordered my usual drink Milo ice and a Nasi Lemak . The Nasi Lemak there is quite wierd =S . Anywayz , after Yam Cha i when straight home . At home , my mum ask me to accompany her to fecth me bro and hav lunch . After lunch , we when home . Tired and sleepy , i took the pillow and started snooring till evening =Pp .

5 pm , i check my fone . EEkkkkkk got msg . Jasmine msg me askin i am free on sun annot . She wus askin me out fer a mov . I agreed and then i started smsin my other fren . I wus askin him for transport to penny's house . 6 pm , i wus and Chong Jyns house . After a lil while of waiting , Prav arrive and fecth us 2 BU . Once again , the same old Scouts gang and the rest of the peeps ^-^ . The Nasi Lemak at penny's house wus just great!!! . Its Super delicous , i took sec go . After a while of chattin bout sorts and sorts of stuff , ppl started tokkin bout Ns . EEEkkkk i hear more stories now........ =S . After that , we plan to go DOTA . But the outin wus cancled due 2 the ammount of comps available . So prav send everyone bak home . I guess thats all fer the day , laterz ~

Foosball addict

2005-03-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

Friday , lolx its a cool day ^-^ 1st stop in the morn , Asia Cafe . Its a Yam Cha area opposite INTI . But lately they added Foosball and Pool table at the top floor =Pp . Chong and me join praevin and his classmates for thier break . After eating , i headed to the top floor . filled with curiosity and excitement , i really couldnt wait till i reach the top floor eeehehehehehe . Cose i had heard lotsa stories bout that particular area and finnaly i get a chance to be there muahahahaha . Played a few games of foos with Jian wen and prav classmates . A few minutes later , jas called . EEKKKK shes kinda upset bout me not callin her . I am sorree jas =(( my bad . Anywayz , Jas , Sam , Phei Chuen , and Caryn came up to AC . Jas played a few games with me =Pp . Halfway thru the 2nd game , jas gtg =S so Sam took over her spot . While i wus playin with Sam , there were sum ppl tryin to make up a fight at AC =S . They were shoutin and screamin and walking at a very fast paste . They hustled for a while 2 . After a while , they when out of AC , so the foos continous . After finishin the game with Sam , I playes with my ex school mates . I also played wit Wai Hou 2 . And oh yeah Sarah . Lolx after playin so manee games that day i now can consider myslef and amatuer muahahahaha =Pp .

After AC , i when bak home . I took the car out and bring Leon to OU . At OU , we headed to studio 78 . Well once again , we Foos =Pp . The foos table started of with a doubles . after a few teams gettin knockout , a pair of couples came in the show . WOW!! they were good!!! . They conquered the table for bout 7 to 8 games . At the end , they were unbeatable . They left the table cose they gtg . Played a few games with Leon lolx . EEKKKK i am late . Its bout 845 and i wus at OU . I wus suppose to fetch Jas at 9 OH NO!!! . So i rush bak home and had my dinner . I wus so in a rush till i bit my own lips OUCH!!! . After droppin sum stuff at Leons place , i sped to Jas House . 920 , i reach to jas house . I filled my car with petrol and drove towards Hartamas . At Hartamas , we headed to Breakers . The 1st table we played it SUCK!! . It wus not balance , so we couldnt play properly . U can see the annoyed and irritated look on Jas face ^-^ So Farneee lolx . After finishin 1 game , we quickly switch table . HHmmm the 2nd table is much better lolx . After foos , we headed 2 Uncle Don . Everyone wus there . All the BNs and all their guy frenz . After a while of chattin and Shi Sha-ing . Jas and PC exicitedly headed to Dragon Bar . Its a freakin small club and suprisingly , the entrance wus free . Oh yeah!! and the bouncers couldnt care less bout ur age . =S

Dragon Bar . At 1st , i didnt had the mood to dance . Everyone in the club is so old . Well there were a few youngsters thought . And YES!!! theres a pair of Lesbian dancing OMG!!! . After a while of stonin , suddenly this guy beside me strarted showin off . Jas , PC , Shal ask me to Show him wat i got lolx . So i started dancin ^-^ . And a few minutes later , all the BNS were conquerin the dance floor =S This gals r really some partay animals . Well , i didnt do much in there . I bump into a few tmn tunrians . Jeevan and Daniel , bump into Gigi 2 . After a while of dancing , i got pretty sick . So me and Yew Jin headed to playaz . Played foosball again =S . After foosball , fetch Jas bak and i headed bak 2 .

Taiwan Sausage Champ lolx

2005-03-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

Today , is DINESH buffday!!! Lolx Happee buffday!!! actually yesterday lolx it wus 1 hour and a half bak lolx . Anywayz , after work , when bak . Ate my dinner and when on9 . few minures after that , Praevin wus at the front of my house adi . After a short drive thru the highway , we finnaly reach Megah . Ming Tien!!! the place with lotsa Food . The atmos there is just great . The shops there r all lighted up wit colours . And theres TVs everywhere ^-^ . And now!! they even hav a DJ 2 . Even thought sumtimes the osngs played r quite "LALA" . But there r still sum good shit musics played . It wus a normal gatherin once again . The FF's a few scouts , and the rest of the ppl . we had a great time eatin and chattin =pp . Oh Oh TAIWAN SAUSAGE!!!!!! . Ashwin wus the 1 who did the openin ceremony lolx . his eyes were a lil wet , and his expression wus bad lolx . On the other hand , Praevin who ate onli 1 bite wus dyin for water lolx ^-^ . Oh yeah and keng yew , wus not bad lolx . He ate the whole taiwan sausage and ended up dyin fer water 2 lolx .

But the taiwan sausage madness , finnaly comes to the last 2 "CHAMPIONS" . The rules is , Fin the whole taiwan sausage and the person who stands the longest without drinking water survives . And the results wus a draw!!!!! Anyone can guess wat happen?? lolx . Well both of us survive it till our tounge were numb . =Pp Yes!!! we r titled the Taiwan Sausage Champs muahahahahah . hhhmmmmm besides that , nuttin really much ler lolx . After that , aaron fetch me an kirs home . I wanted to FOOS , but i dun dare to take my car to Hartamas . SOB~ SOB~ . So now i am stuck at home typin this .

Got Trash 3 times in a row SAD SAD lolx

2005-03-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wus kinda SAD day lolx . After work , bump into the scouts gang . It wus cool , they were havin a small gatherin for penny . It wus her buffday . Anywayz , after that , when bak home . Ate dinner then when off 2 DOTA . Leon , Me , Nik , and Xuan (leon ns fren) . Kener TAPAU** 4 times in a row . sad sad . After DOTA , when Murni . Yam Cha with Leon alone . The Milo in Murni got sum huge prob man . It taste so so so so so WIERD!!! . Is the sec time i got the same wierd Milo taste from there . So peeps if u drop by there , Kenneth recommend not to order Milo . Oh yeah and there wus this "NASI GORENG SPECIAL" that 1 looks good lolx . An order i never heard bfore . After that , we took a stroll in the park again . Chat fer a while and headed bak to our homes .

1st day of work

2005-03-08T02:02:00.000+08:00

1st day of work lolx ^-^ . Well it wus not bad , had lotsa nolstalgic feeling . Most of the things had change , the ppl i work with and the arrangement of shoes were quite diff . The same old Kenneth , Late for work !!! i wus late by 30 minutes =S . Thank god my boss wusnt there lolx . Anywayz , work wus cool . I get to bump into Hannah . I had a lil chat with her . Besides that , i bump into fer Sri Aman gals 2 . Her name wus sue ling =S i guess . they just came bak from NS . Thier reaction wus a huge surprise 2 me . Like "HELLO" NS IS FUN?? Yepz , NS wus really a great experince 2 them =Pp Hopefully i will say that 2 the rest of the world 2 when i am release from NS in 3 months time lolx . Oh Oh!! and yah when i pass by rip curl lolx i saw Cynthia 2 ^-^ looks like shes havin a great time workin there =Pp . Oh oh and my Foosball skills gettin better lolx . My shootin has improve WOOHOO!!!! . Eh eh and oh yar i bump into Richard 2 he wus with his bro and sis . Both of his younger siblings r so cute lolx . He wus in a hurry to giant to get stuff 2 cook =Pp . The round everythin up , workin wus quite fun . it wus a lil tiring but it wus OK .

After work , when pasar malam with Leon . After buying a few DvDs , we headed of to horus . WHOAH leon wus so freakin good in Dota . me and this guy nick wus advisin him kao kao . And it turn out to be great lolx . hhhmmmmm after Dota , we walk bak . We ate supper in my house . After that , Leon headed bak to home . Now i am sitting here typing this entry lolx ^-^

Buffdayz

2005-03-08T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wus quite a cool day . It wus my elder bro 21'st buffday and Jin Wei surprise partay . 630 , everyone wus gettin ready to surprise JW . The scouts gang and a few FF's were there . There were a few other frenz of JW 2 . I guess this time the surprise wus a sucess?? lolx . Well once again is a normal gathering . Aipeng and lee yee called bak from Aus , so it wus cool =Pp . I had a chance to tok 2 them 2 . They r doin fine there . Oh yah thier NS they kener eerrr Tasik Chini i guess and both of them kener the same place wat a coincidence lolx . Besides that , everythin wus cool except fer Jon complanin my hair stinks =S WTH..... So embarrasin =/ . Anywayz i gtg off early cose gtg fer me bros dinner .

My bros prezzies were FRAKIN cool . He got a brandnew bilabong t-shirt and a Calvin Klien "Eternity" perfume @#$%^&*( shoot!!! . And he also got sum Freakin huge SPAWN figure toy...... ^-^ Anywayz the dinner wus cool . Everythin taste great lolx . I guess thats all fer this entry =S really really short 1 =/

"phew" Screwin sessions gonna be over lolx

2005-03-06T03:18:00.000+08:00

OK OK yes all the screwin and insults the whole nite till today morn to afternoon =S haiz.... Its true is my bad for not beeing a more inisiative and more responsible =S anywayz i perpously slept longer so that i get less screwin lolx =Pp . Today is a new day . But the same old game "DOTA" . I just register for BNET / battlenet . "The Blue Server" , is a malaysian server . Is a place all WC3 addicts group and meet up to play from all around malaysia . Anywayz i played "DOTA" the whole day lolx till dinner time . 1 of my frenz Leon suddenly called up . He wus askin me to go for this SKYLINE EXIBIT . So i agreed and wus really quite excited since i am a semi - HARDCORE sportscar fan . But , according to Leon they hav onli 1 tix left , so he didnt go , since he already ajak me . So after dinner , i walk to his house and played a few rounds of winning eleven 8 . I also browse thru the pics he took in NS . Hmmm ns didnt llok as bad as the things ppl say lolx .

Cab finnaly reach Leons hse . We took a drive thru the highway , reachin the badluck area . "Hartamas" , played foosball almost 8 rounds with Leon . Halfway thru , Darren and another of his frenz came . They had a 2 - 2 . After that , Darren fren drove us 2 "murni" . Me and leons Fave mamak area lolx . After mamaking , we took a walk bak . We were plannin to play Ps2 , but since it wus like 2 am , we didnt . So we took of to the park . At the park me and leon chat bout like an hour bout ns and stuff . HHmmmmm ns sounds ok , i guess i will survive it . Anywayz , the park gave me allot of memories . The last time i had been there it wus really nice................

Really really Bad day

2005-03-05T15:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wus a really bad day for me . After the whole afternoon playing dota with dinesh , i headed home for dinner . When on9 a lil while bfore dinner and chat with Jas , Sam and Su mei . Anywayz , after watchin all my fav dramas , i headed to hartamas with chong jyn . Just when we reach that place , we had a great parking spot . It wus just behind the place we wanted to go . The place wus "Uncle Don" , the place i use 2 "shisha" at . Anywayz after havin a long chat and a 1 hour ++ of shisha , i decided to head to breakers . At the front of breakers , a guy workin there ask how old i am...... =S i said 17 , and then he replied , "sorrie u r not allowed to go in" ggrrrrrrrr =/ . So , me and Chong headed to Playaz . My foosball skills is still "so - so" onli , need allot allot of practice still.... sigh . Anywayz , after foosball , we finnaly headed bak to the car . There were few ppl walking pass my car . And suddenly , 1 of them stop and stared at my car . SHIT!@!! my @#$%^&* window wus SMASH!!!!!! @#$%^&*( the person who break in the car took my brothers bag . There r allot of important stuff in it @#$%^&*( . Anywayz i just drive the car bak . Just at the exit of hartamas , by the highway , theres a @#$%^&* ROADBLOCK!!!! . There were lotz of police stoppin cars and starring into the cars . Anywayz , i wus allowed to pass and the police didnt even notice the smash glass until i told him =S

On the way bak , i called my bro . He wus freakin PISS!!!!!! after fetchin chong to his house , he clean up a lil of the mess in the car . I headed bak home , and the rest wus doomsday..................... GOT SCREWED BY PARENTS BROTHERS , EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! #$%^&*()_ SPM results and NS has been a pain in the ARSE and now this happen . Sometimes i wish i had the power to change the past!!!!!!

Bored Bored Bored

2005-03-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

This few dayz has been really really borring . Have been rotting at home doing nuttin =S . Anywayz last 2 dayz , i had a call from my ex boss . The lady from the shoe shop in Jusco . The ladies shoe shop i work in when i wus form 4 . She is really in need of manpower , so she rang me . Next Monday - Wed i will be there stonning from 10am - 6pm . Anyone wants to visit me?? lolx . I know Jas is gonna bring havoc at that area lolx . Besides that , I had been decoratin my blog . I still havent finish decorating it thought . Have a lil more tidyin up and editing . Anywayz , this few dayz i had been BZ finding this T -shirt ggrrrrrrrrrr . I turn the whole house upside down , but i still didnt get it . But today , i finnaly found it YEESSSS!!! So happeee!! sob~ sob~ :' ) the farniest part is , i found it in my wardrobe area . The place where i put all my clothes . I didnt get to see it the last few times is bcose is stuck deeply into the bak of the cupboard =S .

NS!!!! no i am so worried . Ppl tellin me my camp is haunted . EEeeEEeekKKK~ NO!! besides that , there r stories bout ppl harrastin pubic area with tooth paste WTH!!!!! @#$%^&* disgusting........ Anywayz , hopefully i will survive this camp . By the way ppl , my camp side is in semenyih (selangor) . Its just a 1 hour drive from PJ . I guess i am gonna miss lotsa stuff bak here =(( . I am gonna miss my buffday 2!!! =(( sob sob~ . i guess i will end my entry here . Tataz~

Hilary Duff - Fly

2005-02-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And we're you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

Any moment, everything can change.

NS 2nd Batch!!!! Oh No!! My Hair!!!!

2005-02-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

HOLY SHIT!!!! Finnaly!! the letter is here!!!! I hit 2nd batch for NS!!! Muahahahahaha!!!! I am Glad is not the 3rd batch =Pp . Anywayz this few dayz i didnt really did much . When around PJ with Hasrin . 1st yamcha in kandar with Mahani , Kirsty , Fareez and fareez sis and her bf then 2 Hartamas ^-^ . It wus fun lolx . Shisha with Chui Mun , Yee Hui , Jason , and Hasrin . Then we when 2 Breakers . Breakers is cool , is filled with pool tables and foosball tables and the place wus packed with ppl that particular day . So we when 2 Playaz . After a few games of pool we got goin to our homes . This outing btw is on a Fri .

On Sunday , i got a call from Aaron . He ask me out to Horus . I wus in OU that time with my mum . Anywayz after a lil while walking at OU and having lunch , i headed to Horus . I playes Dota with Aaron and Din for bout an hour and a half . Its just 1 game!!!!! a freaking long game . Anywayz after the game fin , i stayed bak in Horus and continued till 11 =S . At 11 i bump into Wing Heng and Damien . Anywayz i when of fer my dinner at 1130 =S . After dinner i headed bak to horus and played 1 game with Wing Hing and Damien . After the game ended , Damien fetch me home .

Today!!!! i got a call from Chong Jyn . He wus telling me bout a job . "Data Entry" 7.50 an hour!!!( Yeah Data entry , not DOTA entry ahahaha ) . I said count me in ^-^ . So my job starts tomolo 930 in the morn =Pp hopefully i will get a nice boss this time =S . My Fobia in workin is still not over yet =S ehehehehe . peace out~

Current mood

The Trip to Bangkok

2005-02-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

heyz ppl!!!

I am back muahahaha ^-^ Bangkok its COOL!!!! its a shopping paradise and its an eating paradise too . My 1st stop was china town . "China Town Hotel" is a 3 or 4 star hotel i guess . The furnitures and beds r a lil old but everything is kept very very clean . Besides that , the ppl working in the hotel r also very very nice and good mannerd 2 ^-^ . After placing all the luggage in the hotel , we head 2 "Chatuchat" . This place is a weekend market . Besides that , i guess is the largest market in the world?? . Theres like about 8000 stores??? OMG . After bout 3 to 4 hours walking around aimlessly at an extremely hot and stuffy place , we finnaly head bak to the hotel . It wus cool got sum cool accesories and t - shirts . Oh and yeah dinner on the 1st nite wus great . The "TOM YAM" , is the best "TOM YAM" i tasted in my life lolx . Besides that , the sweet and sour fish and the vegetable also taste diff from the ordinary local food .

After dinner , head to "SUAN LUM" . Theres a quite long straight road filled with stores . There is nuttin much there . Is practiccaly like "Petaling Sreet" . But , after 3/4 of your journey on the road filled with stores , there is a link to a road called "Phan Poong" . This road is filled woth stores + BARS . This "Bars" issnt any ordinary bar . They hav a large stage filled with gals in bikini doing pole dancing . Well some ppl must be wanderin how the hell i know whats in those bars . Well , the doors of the bars were all widely open . U can see 1/4 of the gals dancing inside and infront of the bars , r manee ppl trying to get u into the bars . Anywayz , after walking almost 3/4 of "Suan Lum" and "Phan Poong" we decided to head bak to the hotel and sleep ^-^ .

2nd day , woke up early morn for breakfast . After breakfast , headed to MBK . Its a huge shoppin mall at "Pha Tu Nham" . Just a lil while after we conquerd the 1st and 2nd floor , we had to hurry and rush bak to the hotel . According to my dad , theres a tour guide waiting at the hotel to bring us around all the tourist areas . The 1st place we were brought to is the temple . Well everything looks like a normal Buddhist temple except they hav an extremely huge carving of the "Buddha" . Anywayz , our next stop wus a shopping area for leather goods . After browsing thru the area , we then headed to the gem complex . "WOW" this place is way pass cool . It has lots of colourful looking rocks . They sell rings , necklace , etc etc . We took bout 1 to 2 hours theres looking for a perfect ring for my mum . After we got the ring , we headed to "WTC" . Its a shopping mall similar to "Time Square" Malaysia .

After walking around "WTC" and having lunch , we headed bak to the hotel . We were all drain out , so we had a nap till dinner . At around 8 o clock , we got up and walk around "China Town" looking for food . "China town" is a food paradise . But the wierd thing is , almost all the stores open with onli 4 to 5 tables and onli 1 or 2 tables r taken by ppl . Besides that , most of the time all the tables r empty =S . After walking the streets of "China Town" we finnaly decided to stop be a decend looking Chicken rice store . The Chicken rice in Thai and here has not much diff , except the chilly . The chilly is extra spicy and the taste of it its just great . After dinner , we headed to "Si Lom" . This place is a nite market . There is about 2000 ++ stores . Its a really beautiful nite market . Its in between lots of luxuries restorans . Besides that , the setting of the area is just great . After shopping for lots of stuff , we then headed bak to the hotel .

3rd day , woke up and had breakfast again . once again , the tour guide brought us around . 1st stop , is a jeti beside the river . We were lead into a lil boat and we toured the river till we reach a temple . This temple is really beautiful . The carvings r extremely detail and nice . After taking a few pics and buying sum stuff from the shops around the temple , we then headed bak to the gem store . My mum got to resize the ring cose it wus a lil loose . After that , we headed to "MBK" again . This time , we conqued almost the whole shoppin mall lolx . After lunch , we then headed to "Bonanza mall" its a really small centre . Example "Atria" . its a shopping paradise for gals cose almost 3/4 of the stores there sell imitated womens goods . Anyway , my mum just browse thru the place without buying anything . After that , we headed bak to the hotel . Me and my mum decided to go "Si Lom" again cose the last time we didnt get to conquer the whole thing =Pp .

Last day , woke up in the morn , had breakfast . After that , we headed to the markets around "China town" . After walking 1/4 of the market , is time to head bak to the hotel . The transport to the airport wus already at the hotel waiting for us ( = - = " ) . So we quickly headed bak to the hotel . We pack our things in a hurry and quickly headed to the van . After that , is "Bye-Bye" to bangkok .

me posing in front of temple

my bro my mum and my dad

China town

me pretending like sleeping

me bro sleeping at the airport

Announcement

2005-02-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

I will be goin to Bangkok - Thailand today . So i guess i am gonna miss sum stuff bak here..... =(( . Hopefully this is gonna be a fun trip ^-^ .

My Mood Now is - =))))

2005-02-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

I bet u ppl notice the mood tingy . Yupz!! i wanted to make my blog more lifely . My current mood now is HAPPEE . Is a good start ain't it?? . Well who knows wat will happen it the future . Anywayz letz hope it will stay in a positive mood lolx

laterz~ =Pp

The Light

2005-02-19T16:31:00.000+08:00

Heyz ppl ^-^

I know its been a while since i blog . Sorrie peeps . Anywayz , This few dayz i wus bz trying to get a grip of myself . Yesterday , i wus browsing thru blogs . I wanted to see other ppls life , i wanted to know how ppl live and so on so on . I wus so miserable i actually browse thru all the testimonials i got in frenster . Well lately , i felt i drifted away from who i am . I feel like i am becomin more moody , miserable and quiet person . I am runnin away from the world , i am runnin away from my family , frenz , ppl , bassically everyone . After reading the testimonials , it gave me a mantle boost . I wanted to be the person i am again , lame , farny , frenly , joker , poser , joyful , cheerful , kind so on so on . Even thought i know the testimonials r onli bout the good sides of me but i will sumhow figure out my own flaws and work hard to destroy those habbits to be a better man . Starting from now , i will look at the bright side . I won't want to torture myself anymore . I finnaly found a lil light to light up the pitch black area i had been stuck in .

But in the end , i will never forget U . U brought me the fonest memories . Every single sec i spend with U wus the greatest time of my life . From the time i met U again , the shopping , the partee , the dinners , the night to remember , the walk , the webbbie and the fone is times i will never forget . Finnaly , the only thing i can tell u is i am still Holding on to it tightly . I will be waiting , waiting everyday . No matter how tuff or painful the journey is i will never give up .

current mood

Simple Plan - Promise

2005-02-17T15:49:00.000+08:00

Breakdown
I can't take this
I need somewhere to go
I need you
I'm so restless
I don't know what to do

We've had our rough times
Fighting all night
And now you're just slipping away

Give me this chance
To make the wrongs right,to say
Don't don't don't walk away

I promise
I won't let you down (you down)
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine (this time)
If you take my hand tonight (repeat)

Without you (I go through the motions)
Without you (it's just not quite the same)
Without you (I don't want to go out)
I just wanted to say

That I'm sick of these fights
I'll let you be right
If it stops you from running away

So give me this chance
To make the wrongs right, to say
Don't don't don't walk away

I promise
I won't let you down (you down)
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine (this time)
If you take my hand tonight (repeat)

Take my hand
I promise

If you take my hand tonight
I won't let you down (you down)
Take my hand tonight

Simple Plan - Promise

Simple Plan - I'd Do Anythin

2005-02-17T15:48:00.000+08:00

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cause so many thing were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cause I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cause somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cause I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cause somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
To fall asleep with you
With you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cause I know
I won't forget you

Simple plan - I'd Do Anything

Simple Plan - Addicted

2005-02-17T15:45:00.000+08:00

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
BUt I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

Simple Plan - Addicted

To my Valentine

2005-02-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

I (that is me ^-^)

Love (that is yer prezzie =Pp)

You (that is a smiley ( "P) )

I guess u when thru 1 quite simple and borin game..... =S anywayz just wanted to let u know that i got a skarf for yah ^-^ . Besides that , i miss u more than words can say . I can't wait till the day we meet again . LUV U!!!

Rosses r red ,
Violets r blue ,
I created this blog ,
Specially for u .

Happee Valentine day .

Three doors down - Here without u

2005-02-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me (repeat)

My Love Is

2005-02-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	one of a kind

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My Icon is

2005-02-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

Your Icon is..... by d3athofs3asons
Your Name
Your Age
Your B-day
Your Icon Is....

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Visitin , Visitin , Visitin , Visitin?? =Pp

2005-02-13T15:38:00.000+08:00

Vistitin , Visitin , Visitin!!!! . Today , woke up . Recieve a tell call from Chong Jyn . He wus really really bored , so he ask me to go around visitin with him . After he arrive , 1st stop Melvins house . It wus not far from my house and is opposite kirs house . Reach there , we had a warm welcome from melvin . The house wus kinda cold , and there wus clasical music played by his younger sis in da hse . Melvins mum wus besides his sis watchin her playin the piano . Randomly , melvin ask chong bout a maths ques he got from coll as an assignment . Its a geometri coordinate ques . After a few attempts on the ques , we still failed . But suddenly Chong came out with the locus solution , and it work!!! hhhmmmm Chong is the master ahahahaha . Anyway , after we solve the ques , we hang out around the dinin table . we were practiccaly eatin snacks and chattin . After that , we toke off to the next stop .

Jian wens hse . After a short drive arcoss the LDP , we reach tmn tun . After we found a nice parkin spot , we when down and walk towards jians hse . Jian , who just woke up at 3 pm in the day , welcome us into the house . His house wus PACKED!! it wus feeled wit the festive atmos . His relatives were sittin around watchin TV and tokkin . So me and chong and melvin head towards the kitchen . In the kitchen , jian , his maid , and his mum , serve us lotz of food . While we were eatin and chattin , jians mum came to us wit a bright smile and gave us ang pao's ehehe COOL!! ^-^ . After that , we were thinkin bout our next stop and were calling lotz of peepz to check whether thy r in annot . Anywayz , we finnaly got goin to the next place .

Just a few steps away from jians hse , we stop by verons hse . Her mum is my X add maths teacher lolx . When we ring the doorbell , natalie her sis wus at the front of the house after the alert she recieve from the doorbell . She quickly , note her sis that her frenz r downstairs . not long after , veron came down to open the gate and chain up her extremely scary lookin dog . In veron hse , we sat down , and had a long chat wit verons fam . Her dad wus tokkin bout his pilot life and verons mum wus tokkin bout education and stuff . After that , veron ask me to accompany her to OU . She wanted to get a gift fer her BF . So we took of to OU . !st stop , watson . She got a set of @#$%^&*#$%^&* ( whoah !! >-< wat a gift ahahahahaha ) after gettin her gift , we when around buyyin stuff and finnaly stop by coffee been . After chattin with her for a while , lee yee and ai peng arrive . Just a short while of tok , we all gotta go to out own destinations .

After taking taxi to DU , i arrive at Yau's hse . After ringin the bell , the maid turn out at the front door . i ask her whether yau is at home , doubtfully , he wusnt . a few sec later , jin wei and anthea pass by the house in a proton "wira" . They were headin towards Vens hse . So i followed them cose yau wusnt home . In vens house , Everyone wus gambling and i bump into jian and melvin again . after watchin a few games , i when towards the kitchten . at the kitchen , there is a room near it where like 6 adults were palyin mah jong . The room wus filled with smoke . vens mum saw me and she wus surprised . She gave me an ang pao and then is bout time to go yaus hse . 710 pm , everybody wus at yaus hse . we were all ready to go Kepong for a small farewell partay for wei shen .

We trailed emilys car all the way to kepong . Steamboat wus fun!! ^-^ everybody had a great time boiling the huge ammount of food we had in front of us . we add till we had no more appetite to eat lolx . After munching a huge lot of food , we headed to ai pengs house . She had a small open hse just to gamble lolx . At pengs hse , another huge ammount of peeps were already there . Whoah , everybody wus gambling . i mean 3/4 ehehehe . So the new batch came in and open another circle and started playin cards . HHHHMMMMMM ven who wus banker for black jack wus super lucky . She wus winnin everyones $$$$$ . Thank god i ended the whole game wit +1 dollar ahahaha =pp anywayz , about 4 to 5 ppl headed to Dota . Since i didnt feel lucky , i follow the Dota gang and headed to DJ . After 2 games of dota , it wus 210 am . headed bak clean up , hang clothes , now i am on9 . laterz~

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2005-02-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

1st day of Chinese new year wooohoo!!! 1st stop , my uncles house in subang . When our fam reach there , the 1st thing we had is a realy really warm welcome from my niece . She wus at the baywindow greetin "happee chinese new year" . After that , when in sad down by the living room and started chattin . Btw this uncle i am tokkin bout is my mothers side . his my mums bro . After a while , my uncle and cousin , started givin us ang pao . And then , we were invited to the dining table to eat lunch . After lunch , i started playin wit my cute lil nephew and niece lolx ^-^ . After playin wit them for quite a while , i when into the Tv room and started watchin TV . After watchin a few episodes of "NOW SEE THIS" , my parents wanted to head to the next stop .

Sungei besi , a place my dad work for almost 20 years . Not far from his workin place , my mums aunty lives there . At the gate of the house , the 1st thing we saw is to huge dogs . My younger bro wus freak out by them . my grand aunty wus like speakin in cantonese saying " dun worrie they r tame dogs and they wont bite " . So i slowly open the gate and walk in . The dogs were followin me ^-^ they were not wild dogs so its cool . In fact they look kinda cute for such big dogs lolx . while in the leavin room , we had lots of snacks . 1 of the coolest wus the desert " Long nGan Sui " . After spendin the whiole afternnon in the house , we gtg for dinner . After a short drive , we ended up in a "tai chow" restoran . The 1st dish that arrive wus "loh meen" and the sec wus "fook kin meen" . Hmmm thew food wus not bad ehehehe . After dinner , got bak home . My dad invited 1 of his frenz over ^-^ lolx . while entertainin the guess , din called . "Mamak" ehehehe .

Took my "honda" out and drove thru the ldp . When i reach "dharoos" , i dun see din nor prav or ash there . So i wus walkin around till sumone said hie . I wus caught by surprise , wei chen , stephanie and chew mei wus there . since my pals werent there yet , i sat down and chat wit them while waitin . its been long time i never see them so i had a great time chattin wit them . After chattin for quite a long time , my pals still havent appear , so i called them . EEEkkkk they were already there in the restoran we were chattin so much i didnt notice them goin in . So i quickly headed into the restoran . after a while of chattin , we decided to visit jian wen . So we headed of to tmn tun . In tmn tun , jian and marie invited us into his neighbours hse . The house wus filled wit laughter and noise . About 5 to 6 ppl wus gambling . They were playin black jack .

So we also join in the fun lolx . Sadly , by the end of the game , i onli win 2 bugs WTH . anywayz , after gambling , i headed bak . Din stayed over my hse again lolx

Me and my nephew ( BOY-BOY )

Me and my niece

My Fav pic

The gal and the bull

Cute pic

Dota Marathon + Chai farewell partay

2005-02-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

Shop , Shop , Shop!!!!!!! AAHAHHAHAHA!!! yepz my fav thing 2 do!! And Hooray!!! got my Adidas sneakers alreadi!! The stripes r dark red in colour muahahaha!!! Besides that , got quite a few t-shirts . While on the way bak 2 home , got a call from Aaron Chen . He ask me out to Yam cha then go DOTA ^-^ . So i when bak home , took my stuff and drove my Honda to Dharoos . Its a mamak just opposite my school . A place i use to hang out everytime after Bball . After Yam Cha , we got goin to DJ . Place my car nicely , then when off into Silver Surfer ^-^ . Had a geat time playin Dota dat nite . I played quite well Muahahaha =Pp . After Dota , Din , Aaron and Ash has a sleepover tingy on in Din's house . Din sugested me to join and bring over my PS2 to his house .

We drove bak to my house and got the Ps2 then we headed to 7-11 at DJ . Got a few drinks and snacks , we then drive 2 din's house . we Had a great time at Dins hse ^-^ . We were playin Ps2 and eeating snaacks till 7 am in the morn . After that , we got 2 bed and woke up at 2 pm ahahaha =Pp While i wus still in a really comfy position on the bed , my mum called up . She call to remind me to get bak to get my passport . So got goin to the place near HELP coll . Got my passport!! HOORAY!! oh yeah btw ppl , i will be goin 2 Bangkok on the 20th . Hopefully i will hav a great time there lolx . After getting my passport , head bak home and when on9 . Suddenly , the wondows "pop up" It remind me that Din is on9 . He said he wus dotaing and then after that heading Chai hse to suprise her . ( Farewell partay ) Since i dun really know the way to Chai Lee's hse , I when 2 DJ to join them "Dota" 2 lolx .

After "Dota" , we head 2 Chai lee's hse . Kirsty and Aaron were in my car . When we reach there , we had a warm welcome from chai's bro . The atmos wus tense . Everbody wus excited and hyped up . We were all hiding in the living room with all the lights off . While waiting , there is a small corner where i bump into Yew Keong and Emily . They had design a HUGE HUGE card for Chai lee . There were mannee cool signatures on the top of it . Yew Keong ask me to write 2 . So i quickly took a marker and started scribling lolx =Ppp . After Scribling , i started walking all around the living room and say hie to everyone and also get a good spot to hide ^-^ . A few minutes later , Chai lees sis Chai Ying , signaled the arrival of Chai lee . In a really dark and quiet room , we can only hear her foosteps and her shadow from the lighted area . When she Open the Door , Everyone Shouted SURPRISE**!!!! ( I shouted GOALLLL!!!!! ehehehe ) Then the cake comes out from the kitchen . We started singin Happee buffday and then switch to a farwell song ahahaha ^-^ .

We ask her did she feel surprise , but the answer wus quite doubfull cose she saw din outside the hse and all the cars nearby her house . (sigh) Anyway , she really feld Happee and thankfull . Afterthat , we when to Mamak in tmn tun . Oh yeah , CICAK got "SAMAN" from the police . (CICAK - Chuan Zhong) . He did an ilegal turnin at tmn tun and there were police there stopping nearby drivers who looks suspicious . Anyway , we created a long table ( almost 9 tables bak 2 bak ) wow~!!! 1st time i see so maneee ppl gathering in 1 table . After Mamak , The Guys plan to go "DOTA" Again!!! So we when to DJ again and then Dota . After Dota , Wei Shen and Din decided to stay over my hse for the nite . We headed to Dharoos ( Another mamak ) we ate and had a great time chattin . After havin supper , we headed bak to my house . We played the comp fer a while and headed to the PS2 . We played Ps2 the whole nite till morn and then we when "Mamak" Again for breakfast . After "mamak" , we when "dota" Again!! After Dota , i when bak home to hibernate till reunion dinner

My Fac Shoes Muahahaha =Pp

The Earthquake Partay

2005-02-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

It wus a norm day . Woke up in the morn , recieve a few sms . They were from APO (Anthea) inviting me to a reunion + fiona buffday partay . 4 pm , partay started . There were quite allot of ammount of ppl there already . The scouts gang , a few FF's , ai peng , lee yee and the bballers . We were tokkin bout all sorts of crap and praticcaly scooping 1 whole ammount of icecream (earthquake) bfore the 2nd batch of peeps arrive . Finnaly , fiona arrive . We got another earthquake but this time , theres a candle on it . After she of the light of the candle , a bunch of ppl were all ready to scoop all the icecream ^-^ lolx . We then gave Fi her prezzie and a lil card . Fi tried to put on the T-shirt prezzie she got . But according to her the cuttin of the T-shirt wus to revealin so we didnt get to see it . Anywayz , the bill came . It wus bout Rm 150 ( 7 earthquakes ) . We only had 5 eartquakes , so we complain to the cashier and finnaly got the correct price RM 100 ( 5 earthquakes ) . Overall , great buffday partay ^-^ lolx happee belated buffday Fi =Pp

Fi blowing candle

The eathquake ^-^

Hapee New Year!!

2005-01-31T04:27:00.000+08:00

To all my LOYAL and SEXAY fans ,

This were the updates fer wat i have done last week . Havent been coming on9 fer a while cose of a major connection prob . Anyways wish yall guys out there a very HAPEE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Laterz~

The Trip To TAYLORS

2005-01-31T04:25:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!! woke up early morn and got going to my fwens hse . After fetching my fren CHONG JYN , Got goin to Subang again . But this time is for a fun purpose . After a 20 minutes drive with my "kembara" , finnaly we reach to TAYLORS college . Me and Jas decided to meet at 10 . But i kinda meet her bout onli 10.30 . It wus so freaking!!! hard to get a parking there gggrrrrrrrr And the whether is freking HOT!!!!! iissshhhhh . Anywayz after we found a parking , Chong got out and paid the parking tix fer me ^-^ so nice of him . Thanks yeah Chong =Pp . So we walk all the way to a restoran called Asian Cafe . Its just opposite TAYLORS college . After talking to Jas and her bunch of frenz fer a couple of minutes , me and chong notice Ke Shyun on the opposite table . So we kinda switch tables for a while and chat wit Ke Shyun . After chatting with KS , we when bak to jas table . Its about 1050 and thier break finish at 1100 so they gtg "sigh" . So we got bak to KS table once again . After chatting with him , Jas called , asking me to visit her coll etc etc .

So KS and his frenz , Chong and me got going into TAYLORS COLL . WOW!!! the place is huge . There were manee students walking in and out . Then all of a sudden , Jas turn up among the 100's . So me and Chong accompanied her to her class . On the way there , Jas saw her CRUSH** DAVID** the extremely HOT** LOOKING** guy that doesnt look HOT** at all to me . =S mayb i didnt get a good look at him cose he wus walking thru so fast . And yepz , Finnaly i walk the 4 flight of stairs that Jas wus complainin sucky about all the time ^-^ ahahahahaha . EEkkk when we reach there , the teacher wus there so i gtg . When i reach bak downstairs , me and chong bump into all the DUrians . WOOHHOO!!! all my fwens . (Faye , Sook Yan , Huei-Huei , FF's etc etc.....)

It wus thier BREAK . They all decided to go to "Burger King" . It wus just down the road . It wus a cool break cose it reunite quarter of our OLD SCHOOL canteen "gang" ^-^ Me , Chong , Jian Wen , Pravin , Adrian , Dinesh , Aaron etc etc..... Its wus really fun!! we were tokking bout all sorts of stuff . After break , Me and Chong were invited to join them for thier class . Its a Subject called LAN . Its bout malaysian history etc etc . Since we were free , me and Chong decided to stay bak to feel a lil atmos on how life in coll feels like . The class Was BORRING!!!! . The lecturer wus tokking bout politics etc etc . After a while , he started comin up wit all sorts of durtty joke and stories , WTH.... While he wus into his durtty stories , a gal from the bak commented to the teacher . She said " excuse me , this is a history class sir " then a sec after that the whole hall "BBUUEEDD" her......=S

A lil summary on wat i did in the lecture hall :
1. 1st thing on my mind : the lecturer reminded me of "THE INCREDIBLES"
2. looking around looking at the whole hall , the ppl , the facilities etc etc...
3. 3/4 of the time in there i wus chatting with pravin
4. passing a note to u kwang bout the $$ he owes me....
5. Drawing jap anime
6. trying to stay awake
7. beeing an echo to the things ppl commented to the lecturer
8. thinking of the ammount of frenz i bump into the whole morn (", )
9. daydreamin
10. thinking bout how to make my project a perfect 1

After that , my mum called ggrrrrr i could hav stayed bak fer physhics class if my mum didnt call "sigh" . So i got goin and when bak to SMKDU , my ex school . Fetch my bro and then fetch Chong home . After fetching them home , when bak home . Mum brought me to the curtain store to collect curtains . Next , when KL to buy carpet , table cloth , table runner etc etc . After KL , when bak to my home sweet home and ZZzzZZzzzzZzzzZz . Woke up , watch TV ate dinner and i am finnaly here . I cant come on9 thought so tat sux........ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr laterz~

Day Out With My Doggy

2005-01-30T04:19:00.000+08:00

Woke up , clean up , had lunch , DOTA!!!! ehehehe . After my lil game of dota , my mum ask to accompany her . She wanted me to take care of the snauzzer . She needed me to take care of it while she drives the car . Its been a while seens i hav been playing with my addorable dog . Btw ppl her name is SUGAR!! ^-^ . Shes 1 of the most sweetest looking creatures that ever exist ^-^ . Anyway , my mums 1st stop wus at Giant (kelana jaya) she had to get sum stuff . I didnt follow her into the super market cose i had to take care of my dog =Pp . HHhmmmmm i just found out my dog has this habbit . After everytime i pat her , she will start licking my hand =S . anywayz after a couple of minutes waiting , my mum wus bak . Next stop , Subang Jaya , of to my uncles house . Note ppl , the main purpose of this outing is to give lil Sugar a hair cut ^-^

After the short drive thru the long winded highway , finnaly reach our destination . My uncles house . The place i usually visit for most of the huge occasions . Example , CNY , Fam dinners , etc etc . Carried Sugar into the house . A couple of minutes later my uncle turn up . Greeted him . He got ready all the utilities for tidyin up the dog . Next thing wus , he and my mum brought the dog outside the house . And the long and suffering process for the dog started . I took a comfartable spot and sat down to watch the whole process . My uncle started trimming the body , then gradually to the head and finnaly the legs and tail . Half way thru , my niece and cousin turn up . A lil while later "BOY-BOY" turn up 2 . "BOY-BOY" is my nephew .

Since they turn up , i took my time baby sitting them and playing with them . It wus really fun ^-^ . After a while playing with my niece outside the garden , she wus all tired up and durtty . So , she when bak into the house to take her bath . When she when bak into the house , my dog is all tidied up =Pp . She looks SEXAY ^-^ . Anyway , i when towards the hall and sat down to hav sum rest . My aunty and mum wus there . They were tokking bout bussiness in China and stuff . So i sat down and hear wat they hav to say and gave a lil personal opinions myself . After a while , my aunty had to cook dinner , so my uncle took her position to entertain us . He and my mum started to tok bout arts and all . ( Arts from china artist ) Accordin to my uncle , those particular arts were painted in a very special tecqnique .

The special part about it , onli 1 stroke of paint can be painted unto the art . That means , After the artist stroke a line of paint , he couldnt repaint the same particular line again . The end process to that tecqnique is just marvelous . The art created looks so good that if u seat there and admire the painting , u can feel life in it . There a few arts in the house that interest me , 1 of them is a bamboo picture and another 1 is a small gal holding a buffalo . This is a lil feel i had when i wus admiring the art . The bamboo pic , when u really look at it , u can actually feel the breez blowing the leaves . U can also feel the realism of the bamboo . On the oher hand , the small gal holding a buffalo pic . I feld like the buffalo is really allive . It has really lively eyes and its ears wus so detail it looks like its moving . The gal holdin the buffalo is the onli item in the art who has colour . So it makes her attractive and has a really cheerful look .

After that , when bak home came on9 . Xanga wus on maintanence that time , so couldnt post a few entries . Laterz~

Futsal + KLCC

2005-01-29T04:17:00.000+08:00

"Yesterday , all my troubles seem so far away" (lame) anywayz yesterday wus not a bad day . The sun wus up , and i wus still at bed . The alarm from my phone rang . I quickly off it and ran towards the toilet . Theres only 1 thing in my mind , "Futsal , Futsal , Futsal" . After cleaning up , took my jersey and put them on . After that , i rush to the kitchen and got ready my usual breakfast . A cup of hot milo and a couple of "health pills" ( Vitamin C etc , etc ) . Pack all my stuff and i wus ready to go . Took my usual "Kembara" and drove thru LDP towards "Taman Tun" . At Taman Tun , if i am not wrong , drove into the road "DATUK SULAIMAN 3" . Drove straight up hill till i reach the house no.143 . Hon twice , and i saw the door of his house open . His maid rush out and open the gate . Aaron walk out his house and got in the car . 20 minutes later , we reach our destination , "sports unlimited" . The last time we had been there we were "ZOMBIES" ( the nite bfore we were partyin like crazee ppl [SPM just fin] ) 9.00 sharp we were at the entrance . "SUPRISINGLY" nobody wus there yet , sigh . Only the person in charge wus there . So me and Aaron kick a few balls . After a while of warm up , Kok wah and adrian arrive . A few minutes later , all the rest gradually come along . 15 people arrive all together . So we devided into 3 teams . We had a great time playing ^-^ . The best part wus i wus in the "KINGS" ( The best team , the team who stays in the court the longest ) . The game wus tight , there were a couple of penalty shoot outs to decide the winners . Overall , great games .

After futsal , Dennis brought me to his car . Gave me listen to his sounds system . He played our favourite song , with a lil remix!!! ( Fat Joe feat. etc etc - Lean back ) . Luv that song!!! gonna dl the remix version soon!! After that , we head towards DJ . We "Yam cha" at chinese restoran . Had a great time chatting with all of them . They were chatting bout college once again . Whoah , didnt know college can be that fun!!! ehehehe . After a while they started tokking bout sport cars . Dennis is gonna MOD his car!! darn!! wish i had my own car to mod . We were tokking bout all the various mods and the prices , pretty cool . After "yam cha" , i got to fit 8 ppl into my "Kembara" . Dennis car wus brought to the workshop due to his broken glass . A few ppl broke in the car and ended up with nothing ( stupid ppl who miss the Oakley glasses in the car ) This is 1 of the craziest things i done in my life . The rare mirror wus practiccaly useless and the car "STINKS" ( all the sweaty ppl ggrrrrrr includin me lah ^-^ ) after dropping everyone at thier destinations , i head home . After taking a bath , my mum told me to go KLCC with her . The "surprising" part is , she wants to go there by LRT . I mute for a while ( reminds me of sum stuff ) and i answered "yeah ok" . After that , i when on9 . Chat with Christine and Jas . I wus so so tired , but when i am chatting with Chri that tiredness just fades away sumhow . After both of them when off , i head towards my cozy bed .

Woke up , I had a crazee dream . I dream i when Jap...... guess i will keep the rest fer myself...... i when out the room and nobodies home . "CRAP" my parents and my bro left to KLCC without me . GRRRRR . When downstairs and on the TV . A few minutes later , my mum wus bak . She said , " Ken , lets go KLCC " . In my mind i wus like " HUH , didnt u guys just when KLCC " . But the fact is they didnt , i didnt bother asking where they when thought , but who cares . Anyways my younger bro disagress bout using the LRT and all , so we drove there . After 30 minutes of drive thru the "federal highway" , we finnaly reach a carpark just outside KLCC . There wus this indian guy holding a black bag advertising a type of "car shampoo tingy" . He wus like "gong xi fa chai , gong xi fa chai , U mau tengok kebaikan shampoo ini tak??" . My fam ignored him and walk off . The 1st thing wus , my mum rush towards a particular shop . She wus finding pictures to put on the wall . When we reach the shop , my bro walk of towards the bookstore . But i didnt go anywhere , i accompanied my mum around . My mum wus practiccaly walking thru all the shops with arts . While accompanyin her i walk thru lotz of places . It reminded me of lotz and lotz of things . While walking , i stop by the "Adidas" shop . I am looking for SHOES!!!! i need a pair of new shoes!! My "NIKE SHOX" is dying!! the surface of the shoes is getting thinner and thinner , and is getting closer towards the core of the RUBBER . "DARN!!". Anywayz , i couldnt find any nice pair of shoes thought . "GGrRrrRRr" . After that , we when towards jalan "imbi" i guess . Just under Sams apartment . Eat my mums fav pork mee . After dinner head home . when on9 for a whole then sleeppppp ZzzzZzzzZzzZzzZzz laterz~

Moody day

2005-01-26T04:59:00.000+08:00

hhhhmmmm yesterday , yesterday , yesterday . Yesterday , woke up , rush to the comp . Wishing to see msges . Doubtfully , no msg . Next thing is , When bak downstairs and watch TV . After the drama end , got lunch , follow my mum to KL . Something i never really like doing , Find carpet , pillow cover , etc , etc . GGrrrrr.... I wus moody again once again =S But today i wus happee , i get to make my mum happee . I didnt argue with her at all ^-^ . 1 of my fren alwayz ask me to treat my mum nicely . And i did it . After settling all the stuff at KL . Which almost toke up half a day . We when to "ATRIA" to get sum stuff . After that , when home and when on9 for a while . After on9 , Watch TV . "Armed Reaction" that drama just can't stop gettin better day by day . While watching , receive a call from say keat . "DOTA" . Played online . HHmmmm my Dota skills is getting better . After Dota , Chat on9 the whole nite till 2 . Watch drama again . "Triumph in the skies" hhhmmmm storey line so draggy ggrrrrrrrrrrr . After that , clean up and when 2 sleep .

*ANOUNCEMENT*

To all my loyal and SEXAY readers . I will be busy doin some really really important stuff this few dayz . So i guess i won't be bloggin for bout 5 dayz??

Lyrics (Yellow Card - Only one)

2005-01-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

Broken this fragile thing
nowAnd I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here i go so disonestly leave a note for you my only one
for you my only one
And I know you can't see right through me
So let me go
And you will find some one

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
my only one
my only one
my only one
You are my only my only one

Lyrics ( David Charvett - Leap of Faith )

2005-01-25T05:35:00.000+08:00

i, i saw u with the look in ur eyes did he come back to make u cry im the one to set u free i need ur love so desperately maybe i just need u to take a leap of faith every promise i make ill never break let me take ur hands ill lead the way i wait for ever baby
COURSE:
until the stars come crashin down until the moon no longer shines thats how long ill wait for u thats how long ill wait for u, u r the meaning to my life and until the end of time thats how long ill wait for u that how long ill wait for u.

dont be afraid to get too close im gonna love ya like uve never known open ur heart and come with me i need u want u cant u see.

maybe i just need to take a leap of faith every promise i make ill never break let me take ur hands ill lead the way ill wait for ever baby.

THE COURSE ONCE...

and if we are oceans apart u will always be here in my heart and i ll always wait for u, ill always wait for u.

COURSE ONCE.....

till the stars crashin down till the moon longer shines thats how long ill wait for u(ill be here) thats how long ill wait for u.for the rest of my life till the end of time(ill be here)ill be waitin for u...........

I NEED U BADLY

2005-01-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep... i wanted to hear your voice , i wanted to see u , i wanted to chat with u , i wanted to be there for u.....I am lost in darkness i dunno what todo . I dun wan things to be worst . I need the light , i need u . U r the only 1 who can get me out from this misery .

HELL

2005-01-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

Thats practiccaly the perfect title...this few dayz wus just pure hell . I couldnt sleep properly for dayz . Every food i taste is tasteless . Today i woke up as usual , put on the silver chain over my neck ( i alwayz feel glad whenever i put it on , but now it just hurts ) Got an sms inviting me to dota . I never when , The pain is running thru my entire body . A few minutes later , another fren sms me . BBALL , i never feld like goin but it remind me of sumthin . So yepz i agree and i when . Never really played well thought . In fact i played worst then usual . But i guess i shud practice more . I gotta show my skills 5 months later . After bball , when watchin movie with mahani and fareez . "The Aviator" It is a really really creative story line . But i guess i wusnt really in a mood for it . After mov when out to "yam cha" wit fareez and mahani . Sat down and stone the whole nite . Now i am bak writin this blog . I guess i got fever thougth . I wus kinda feelin cold in the cinema and restoran . Praying a lil princess from heaven will come down and save me from this misery .

My Pathetic , Idiotic and Dumb mistake

2005-01-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

Misses my babee badly havent been chattin wit her properly in a while cose of her exams..... once again i landed up in another furniture store in cheras . while i wus having dinner , Chui called up . She called to ask me out for a midnite mov wit Shal . I agreed with her and got goin to MV wit my "kembara" . When i reach MV Shal and Chui werent there yet . So i wus wanderin around blurly in MV . It wus freakin HOT!!! the aircond were all dead . While i wus in the video arcade i receive an sms . It wus from jasmine , she wus comfirming bout our outing the next day that is friday . After reading the sms i receive a call . The 1st thought i had in mind it wus Chui or Shall . So i kinda told the person that i wus in MV blah blah blah...... but suddenly i notice the voice . I wus wrong!!! it wus christine . I took quite a while to figure out that it wus her thought . Just when i wus bout to start a conversation wit her the beepin sound from my fone wus tellin me that i hav sumone on line 2 . I answered the line 2 it wus Chui.. she wus tellin me to comfirm the tix fer national treasure . Just after she put down i press a few buttons on the fone and suddenly the call summary turn up . I wus like SHIT**!!! i hang up on christine..( that wus wat i thought but it wus the opposite ) i feld very bad that time . I kept waitin for her to call again but she never did =(( . so after that finnaly met chui . tok to her bout 30 minutes then shall reach MV . We bought sum snacks and we r ready to go . The movie wus great!! but i didnt feld good at all the whole nite . After mov i send both Chui and Shall bak . Reach home at 4 am in the morn .

Day out with Jasmine

2005-01-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

Friday

Woke up!!! shoot!!!! i am late!!!! i am suppose to be in 1 Utama!!!! ( it wus a really sucky nite.... took so long to sleep) Finnaly in 1 Utama i wus there just in time . Jasmine turn up late ggrrrrrrrr...... make me rush like shit** hhmmmmmm . Yeah finnaly after such a long time i said i would bring my buddy out it finnaly turn reality . When straight to the cinema que and qued up . We made the decision to watch briget jones . It wus a great mov . After mov Jasmine brought me to sticker pics shop . The machine we entered in wus so irritatin thought . Every single decisions got to be done quick cose there wus a timer . After all the cool pics were produce , Jas when to shop fer Samanthas buffday prezzie . we bump into lotz of peeps . hhhmmm after that Jas suggested me to follow her to KL to celebrate Sams buffday . I wus kinda broke but i dun wan to let my buddy down . So i when to KL wit her frenz . Reach KL when to Sams apartment . She had a small lil partee but a really cool 1 . I kinda isolated myself towards the mid of the partee . It wus bout 9 o clock and is a weekend . I wus waitin for a call badly . I really wanted to tok to her badly . I wus practiccaly thinkin of her the whole day . I kinda told my buddy bout it . She cheered me up ( thanx jas ) Jas and Sam decided to go clubbin and jas kinda drag me along . But bcose of the curfew Sam has the clubbin wus cancled . for Sam and Jas . I wus kinda broke and it wus like already 130 am in the morn ( i am stuck in KL ) thank god Yew jin wus there . Sam borrowed me rm 50 so i can join yew jin and the others to go clubbin . William , ian and another guy came along and met yew jin and me . We took of and Go to Atmosphere . When there and drank a few diff alcoholic drinks and dance . Yew Jin kinda told me therees no more space in the car so i gotta figure my own way bak . After dancing , i when bak to the drinkin spot , everyone wus gone..... so i walk my way bak to sams hse . i tried contactin sam and jas but both of them were sleepin . So i wus stuck in KL the whole morn . Bumming round restorans . when it wus day time when to my aunties shop in sungei wang . Finnaly got bak home bout 5 pm . Rush to the comp to catch her on9 . But she wusnt there . i tried to sleep but i cant . My heart aches badly i need to tok to her ...........

Is the 1st Cut the deepest?

2005-01-18T05:34:00.000+08:00

Well my 1st love was a really really fast one , as in we got along so fast i myself wus surprise of it ^-^ . But i guess its all fate . It started of like a fairytale but does all fairytale has good ending? Well i guess i will go back into my perception of fate . Well , she lost contact with almost everyone , but i wus the 1 and only lucky 1 . If i wus in NS , I wouldnt even know that shes bak here for hols , If i wusnt fired , i wouldnt have a chance to accompany her , If i never bought her a prezzie , i will not hav a chance to see her bfore she leave , if her fam wus at home , i would not hav spend tat nite with her . hhhmmmm theres a few examples of my perception of fate . But i know theres more , I am somehow destend to meet her and be with her . But how long will this fairytale last ? this relationship of ours started of with a long distance relationship . For now everythin is going fine . Theres the web cam and telephone that helps me to keep in touch with her . sometimes i wander will she be the one i will marry and make a fam with ? Will she change her way of thinkin and go for some other guy ? Will i be a jerk or an idiot that she will leave me ? For now i am just waiting everyday for the day she comes bak here . Since fate brought us together , let fate go on and does its miracles . I wonder why i am writing this..... grrrrrrr forgot what i really 1 to rite . Anyway i will still post this up..... =S Miss u babee...... i had finish 1 graphic already and it looks cool!!!! but i will onli pass them 2 u when yer exams r over.... ehehe kay kay??? ^-^ hope to see yah on9 today =Pp

Football

2005-01-17T08:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday.... yes yesterday slept onli fer 5 hours ( Mayb i wus abbit excited bout christine calling me for morn call.... so could no get bak to sleep properly ) yeah and Woohoo morn call came!! Had a great time chatting wit her.... every single time i chat with her time passes like the wind . It passes so fast u barely feel it . grrrrrr..... yepz after chatting with her clean up and got ready for football . After taking the kembara thru the usual LDP highway finnaly i reach my destiny . The field in damansara utama . The field i usually play in when i wus a lil kid . The field wit lotz of memories of me and my pal Yung Han . Park my car and i am ready 2 go . My frenz were all at the swing . Kinda chated wut them while puttin on my boots . After puttin on the boots had a lil warm up and "TAA - DAA" the match had started . At the beggenin of the game i wus ordered to play striker . MY *FAV* spot . But sad to say there were like no balls feed into the box or into any strikers . So practiccaly me and my other striking partner didnt really get to play much =S haiz.....On the other hand , The other team "STRIKE FORCE" wus striking towards my team's goal OVER and OVER again . Eventhought they miss quite allot at the beggenin , they finnaly scored at the end of it!!!! ggrrrr..... 1-0 down and the situation is gettin hyped up . I wus ordered to play bak to the mid field cose i wsnt really creatin much . Midfield , Got a few chance to assist my players ( so happee ) . There wus once i assit and my team scored ^-^ . But finnaly my team wus kinda ahead . So i wus ordered all the way bak to the keeper spot . HATED SPOT!!! but oh well...... is part of the game... so ggrrrr....After playin keeper i wus ordered to play strike again!!! yes!!~ Yesterdays game i wus so unselfish . There were a few times i could hav shot the ball into the danger area but i kinda pass the ball to the other striker u kwang whohas a clear shot once but miss . besides him i wus just passin the ball around to other players who has more space and a better target on the goal . final score we WON!!!! 4 -2 yeah!!
After football when YAM CHA~"Khalifah" the popular spot for yam cha after every game .

Kinda had a great time chattin wit all my fwens . Gives a lil nolstalgic feelin thought cose its been a long long long time we have been there . But bassically my fwens were all chattin bout thier life in taylors . Which i dunno anythin at all wat thier saying .But well its ok thought could know how coll life is like and the ppl around . while chattin Aaron receive a call from Kirs . She wus sayin tat kar yi wants to eat lunch wit all of us 1 last time . After a few minutes of yam cha my mum called saying shes stuck outside the house..... wat the hell?? wander how tat happen still ehehehe . She call me to hurry and rush bak home . So , I stand up and i got goin . Fetch my fwens bak home and rush bak home . When i reach bak , my mum is already in the hse..... ggrrrrrr . nvm so kinda ask my mum whether i can go to KEEN restoran for meeting kar yi and all . My mum took so long haiz . When i reach there , I saw kar yi all walking out the restoran already =S then penny and anthea ask me to join them and go OU . In OU they were all trying to get sum jacket things done for kar yi . So yeah once again , i met my love 1 KEN MING . Stupid fella pinch the same area again.... OUCCH~ . After dealing with the jackets and stuff they all hav sum food and then they gtg . Yeah i didnt follow them but stayed bak in OU ^-^ So once again go to my fav hang out place STUDIO 78 . FOOSBALL~ woohooo. Once again got trashin , haiz but i am gettin better... eehehehe . Ehile i wus playing my game , sumbody wispered into my ears , it wus Ke shyun . grrrrr he said LOst lah u , isshhh..... he wus wit ning ja . Hmmmm sumhow ning ja looks diff..... from the 1st time i saw him . I didnt know his tat small size.... ehehehehe .

When bak home , mum ask me to go to the furniture store again . I so sick of those places , so finnaly ended up arguin wit her . So she just left me at home and she didnt go out also..... haiz.... I wanted to see chris badly so i kinda ended up arguin my bro also.. he didnt let me into his room which has the comp and all grrrrrrrr . So i kinda annoyed him and he got piss and almost killed the web cam . So finnaly my mum came in and kinda stop the argument . Surprisingly she took the web cam away!!! omg..... she then kinda punish me and ask me to do stuff bfore i can get the webbie bak . She gave me 2 task . To hang the clothes and clean dog shit/car . after i hang the clothes . I choose to clean the dog shit rather then the car . eerrrrrrrr after finishin everything , the 1st place i when 2 is the toilet!!!!! MANDI!!!! i feel so durrtty . after that i got bak the webbie!!!!!!!! woohooo!!! i rush straight the comp and i when on9 . Chris wusnt there thought , she wus out wit her daddy . but few minutes later shes bak on ahahaha so happee!!! had a great time chattin wit her . After tat i when mid valley . My mum brought me to the curtain store fer oppinions . After giving oppinions when straight to brewball!! FOOSBALL!!! woohoo!! ahaha bump into william and all again . Ian and yew jin were there 2 . And surprisingly naveen 2 ahahaha . I lost to yew jin and i wont william by LUCK* so nutting to be proud of . After lossing to yew jin this stranger spend me a game . Woohoo!!! i won him!! so happeee!! I won without beein lucky =Pp its my pure skills muahahaha !! after that game finish got bak home . OMG the worst thing actually happen...... my bro show my whole blog to my mum . Man my mum now knows everythin tat happen in between me and chris . She kinda sounded me and insulted me and chris =(( well i guess she didnt mean any of the things she said....... Chris on the other hand looks like thinkin allot tat nite.... hhhmmmm yeah kinda tok to her bfore sleepin ^-^ tats all fer now laterz

The Farewell Party

2005-01-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

Hhhhmmmm yesterday wus a kinda cool day . Woke up and then when on9 . Wow my msn window " pop up " . There were 2 windows , 1 wus the msn contact list , the other the advert , the last 1 remindin bout the ammout of e-mail . The 1st thing i did wus i click on the E - Mail window . Yupz i check out the ammount af mails i got . I wus surprise to see 3 msgs from frenster . It wus notifyin me bout msgs from christine . WOW 3!! 1st time ehehehe normally i onli get 1 from her . Ehehe wus kinda shock , the 1st thing i had in mind wus there is sum emergency or sumthin very important..... ehehe but nah it wus normal msgs shes use to send , except in a lil diff way ^-^ thank goodness..... yupz then later i followed me mum to fetch me bro . After pickin him up , we when to sum curtain store . My mum wanted to get the curtains done , so she ordered the ppl there todo sum stuff fer her . Didn't really know wat she wus demanding fer ehehe cose i wus waitin in the car . Yepz then after that , we when lunch sumwhere near the curtain store . Dun worrie ppl there r No gross stuff to tell this time ehehehe ^-^ Infact , the " nasi goreng ayam " i had tasted not bad ehehehe =Pp

The next thing , me , bro and mummy when bak home , my bro wants to take a bath and change bfore goin mid valley . The 1st thing i did when i wus at home wus i rush to the comp ehehehe Hopping christine is there . Yepz shes on9 . Really happee to see her . Misses her badly . Yepz once again the chat wus great (Its never been borring bfore ^-^ except once there were sum serious matters but " NAH " forgotten ehehehe anyway that time it kinda ended up quite good ehehe) nvm tokkin crap newayz... eerrrmmm yeah kinda gave her me HP num bfore ciowin to mid valley . After a short drive thru the federal highway , we ended up in mid valley woohoo!!! ahahaha yeah got the car , Rush into the mall ahahaha!! My 1st stop wus Memory lane . When round and round the shop finding for sumthin that Kar yi will like . I kinda bought her gives bfore ehehehe since she wus my longest crush . I guess my last few present wus so so stoopid . I gave her stuff toys . They were cute cute lookin dogs . But the prob is , she likes cats =S . Yeah and i got her DOGS*** like wat the hell!!! ehehehe yeah so this time i got her a CAT ahahaha hopefully she will like it . Hope her luggage is big enough to stuff that puny lookin toy =S . After gettin gifts , me mum brought me to the furnoture store!!!! OMG i when to this shops like so manee times ledi . SAVE ME!!!!!!! yeah walk in for a while , gave oppinions RUN!!!!!!! ehehe . I walk to brewball . Kinda bump into few tuition frenz on the way . In brew ball , i bump into another few tuition frenz . I got trashin in FOOSBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz....... i need more practice!!!!! my passing sux . My shoothin btw is improving . Cant see improvements in passin thought . Need to learn how to dribble more 2 . yeah thanx fer the couple of advice WILLIAM ^-^

6.00 oh no!!!!!!!!!! i am still stuck in mid valley . I wus suppose to be at kar yis new hse at 6.30 . Her hse is at DU aarrggg i am goin to be late!!! so yeah got bak to me mum told her i am in a rush!!!!! yeah got there in time!! whoah such a relieve........ i practiccally choose the TOL way . I paid fer the TOLL . My mum gave me the choice to choose but i choose the TOLL!! . ( if i knew they were goin to be a lil late i shud hav use the longer way then ggrrrrrr ) But nah it wus ok . when i wus there , the 1st person i saw wus Kar yis mum . She wus cleanin up the porch . She invited me in in the nicest way . When i wus there there were only 2 ppl . Lee Yee and Ai Peng . A few minutes later Jonathan arrive . They were chattin bout quite allot of stuff . Mostly bout coll and all . They kinda ask me bout me and my relationship . We had a great time chatting . And so we waited and waited and waited . CiCak Arrive (chuan zhong) hhhhmmm yeah he wus 1 of the early ones . And few minutes later another group arrive and another and another . we got a few false calls that kar yihas arrive . and when u know it a huge ammount of ppl r alreadi here woohoo!!! partee!! OOPPS i mean not yet ehehehe . (kar yi not even home not yet time to partee ahahaha) a few minutes later KAR YI is really home!!! ( we kinda tot she knew bout it , but she didnt!!! ) Jonathan Ngan u r a good liar!!!!! hahahahaha . we kinda spilt into 2 groups and hide , 1 group upstaairs 1 down . sadly i wus upstairs . couldnt see how kar yi reacted . but well she looks extremely surprise and happee~!!!!!! kewl kewl . and yeah Partee officially started!!! everyone had fun we all eat and tok and tok and tok . theres 1 part wei shen took the spot light . He played the piano and sing!!! wow he wus really good . Everyone practiccally loves it . Guess the gals were droolin over him ahahahaha!! yeah there wus jason and fi and a few ppl playin the guitar after that ehehehe . CHRISTINE she called!!!! so hapeee!!!! i wus so so so happee i didnt know wat so say... eeeekkk so yeah i kinda pass the fone around at the beggenin . Sowwee christine!!! after she tok to her old frenz , i grab the fone bak . And This time i am ready to tok to her . it started of slowly , but gradually it got better . LUV U CHRISTINE!!!!!! u sound great on the fone!!! just love yer voice . Hope to hear u more on the fone yeah??? ^-^ yepz thats kinda like summaries of the whole party . towards the end , Notted kar yi bout the prezzie and it wus mine . cose i never write my name on it . yeah gave her a simple hug as good bye.....yeah i forgot i wus flirtin with ken ming ( note ppl his a guy ahahahaha ) yeah he pinch my nipples till swell shoot!!!!!! ahaha hhhmmmm yeah i guess tats all fer tonite tll next time ppl!! miss u christine!!!! hope 2 see yah today!!!!!!!

The guy from HK

2005-01-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hmmm is been a while i never write bout meself alreadi... ehehe.. yeah cose this few dayz bak i can consider myself doin the same routine day by day haiz....ok but today is kinda diff muahahahaha . 1st thing i woke up clean up as usual . My mum brought me to KL to see her old fren . Is been 30 years they never seen each others.... so yeah this is kinda sum reunion thing ahahaha . When we reach KL we park at a usual place my fam like to park in . Is a parking space not far away from petaling street . After parking , we walk to the restoran my grandma owns ("YOOK WOO HIN") . yepz.... this place gives me lotz of nostalgic feelings . Is a place where me mum grew in and a place where i use to visit everytime since young ehehehe . And yepz finnaly we reach the place . The 1st thing when we reach , me and my mum saw this 40 ++ looking man . he has black hair and his quite tall ( but i taller lah muahahaha ) . And yepz , his my mum fren . He wus standing there waiting fer me mum ahaha both of them don't recognise each others so farnee . Yah 30 years ,i guess is hard to recognise sumbody u haven't met fer so long huh . The next thing wus , he invited us in in a very frenly and nice manner..... he brought us to a round table wit a quite young lookin lady there shes like 30++ or younger..... hhmmmm ( guess wat is his wife and thier just married ) . She look like a celebrity Kelly Chen ahahaha . Yupz so me mum and I sad down . We kinda waited for his other relatives to arrive bfore we started taking orders .

I wus really really surprise wat fate does . U can be separated with sumbody u know 30 or 40 or even 50 years ago no matter how long but if fate wants to play around u can actually meet that person once again . Besides that this guy ( my mums fren ) can remember lotz of stuff they did together wit my mum . He wus at the age of 13 to 14 that time and now his 43 and yeah he has great memory . Or mayb that wus his fonest moments of life . So yupz they were tokkin bout their past and all . I can see that thier really having fun ^-^ . And yeah forgot to tell u guys sumthing . This guy is a really rich man . He studies eerrmm electronic engineering and he owns a company in HK . And yeah towards the end they he wus kinda tokkin bout investing money into properties in places like TROPICANA etc etc.... wow . Not bad huh' hhhmmm yeah his brand new wife has HUGE diamond rings HOLY she wus wearin 1 in both hands(It looks big and really heavy ehehehehe) Yeah he has a sexay watch 2 , it looks chrome wit diamonds all over it..... man LIFE is good to be a rich man ahahahahaha ^-^ so yeah thats bout it....But i dun really treat this guy as a mentor evern thought he is rich but he got married at a really old age =/ hmmmmmm ahaha he kinda make me tot of for LOVE or MONEY and all ahahahaha so farnee.... i wan todo research bout this ehehehe but keep that fer LATERZ ehehehe .

The next thing wus i when bak home . when on9 to wait fer my babee!!! ehehehe but when i wus on i wus surprise she wus already there.... i never expected her to be on9 . EEEKKKK she wus sick . So she kinda got bak early from skewl . hhhmmmm yeah and according to her she just got up from sleeps and all . i wus worried bout her but she didnt really look super sick . Thank god hhhmmm mayb she had a good sleep and a GREAT dream ahahahaha yeah had a great time chattin with her . And again today another random call turn up ( actually not reeally lah he told me the day bfore already ehehe not so random then ) yeah say keat again , yepz BBALL ehehe he called me out to play BBALL , yepz ask my gal whether can goannot and she allowed me 2 =D tq!!!hhhmmm bball wus quite fun . My shootin and defends still suck thought.... can only assist.... =(( shud practice more ehehehehe hhhmmm . yeah and later came home rush to the comp hhhmmm but she wusnt there haiz...... so kinda msg her on frenster . after that i when and watch my drama ahahahahah todays episode wus not bad ahahaha then after that i chat wit my babee again . The chat wus not bad , hhhmmm she wus thinkin bout sumthin but she didnt wan to tell me hhhmmmm =\ nvm is nuttin biggie ehehe so yeah kinda end of my day.......... ate dinner , hang clothes , now writing this entry....hhhmmmmmm =/ yeah gotta wait till 2 to watch repeat of drama ahahahaha ( i am such a freak ) ciao ciao LATERZ~MISS U BABY!!!

Kennyville

2005-01-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

Kennyville

Yeah lotz of ppl must be wondering how i got this nick . OK here goes , it all started on 31st dec 2002 . Yupz i know lotz of ppl knows especially my fwens is the day i HANGOVER . yupz i wus depress and sad bout lotz of things so i started drinking i forgot wat i started of with but all i know i just bartch into my fwens kitchen and grab a few cans.... OMG sorrie Peng ehehehe . I remember ppl were telling me that i wus mumbling bout lotz of stuff especially bout my "longest" crush kar yi . Yeah and at the same time the radio was on and it wus playing the NELLY album NELLYVILLE i luv that album . I wus lying on the sofa and the song dilemma wus on . it wus on for the whole nite ehehehe cose i kept replayin it ^-^ every single time it hits the next track i walk to the radio and play the same track again(Dilemma) . It wus 1 crazee nite.... i remember kar yi once told me i called her or sumthin tokkin crap to her.... sowee ehehehehe...

Yeah so tats bout it thats the storey.... it doesnt really make sense but thats how i kind of got the kennyville nick.. its from the NELLY - VILLE album . and the Kenny its from my name kenneth so yeah Kenny + Ville = Kennyville . yepz... thats about it..... some ppl thinks i got the nick from smallville ehehehe but its not... thats the truth behind it.....YUP YUP YUP Christine i wus looking up into the skies just now and i saw lotz of stars . The sky wus really clear there were manee manee manee stars and the clouds seems to be gone =/ really really really wish u r here with me!!!!!!! i will be waiting!!!!!!

Baby Is U Christine

2005-01-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

OoooohhaaaahhhhhOhhhaaaahhhh.......
Let's go
Yeah
Bow Wow
Remix
Jojo
Let's
goSing to
em' baby

OoooohhaaaahhhhhOhhhaaaahhhh.......
[Verse 1: Jojo]
Can somebody explain to me
Why everybody is tryin' to be
Living like a celebrity
Doing what they see on MTV.
Ice is cool but
I am looking for more,
simple things is what my heart beats for.
Cause its me I don't ask for much Baby
Having you is enough
[Chorus]
You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what
I wantBaby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I wantBaby it's you
It's not for what you got Cause I know you got alot No matter what you do
You always gettin HotIt's You,
It's YouBaby all I want is You Yeah
[Verse 2: Jojo]
It don't matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinning on the side and It don't matter where we go tonight
Cause if I'm with you I'll be alright.
That's cool but
I'm lookin for more
Its your love that my heart beats for.
Cause thats me
Don't have to spend a dime
BabyI just want your time.
[Chorus]
[Bow Wow]5,4,3,2,1Babygirl don't care bout' my dough stackcuz she a down chick
And she knows I love that
She sees past all this Bow Wow stuff
B'cos she knows at the end of the day,The only thing that matters is us
And there be a lot of groupies on the road
But they can't do nothing for meI gotta a good girl back at home
Matching Charm bracelets and pendants
Whoever woulda thought our relationship will be so tremendous
And lately you've been missing me crazyAnd anytime you miss me baby sidekick page meI got a dime piece you know she's the bomb
The type of girl you bring back home just ta meet your mom
I'm not Lorenz Tate but I think I caught a love
JonesCuz I think 'bout her every time I hear a slow songAnd when she thinks about meI think about her too
When she ride for meBaby I'm a ride for you
Let's go
[Chorus 2x]
Yeah Yeah Yeaey Yeahey Ye Ye Yeay...... [Fades Out]

Love is the answer

2005-01-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

I had those feelings for a while BUT is all OVER after i met her again.... i guess LOVE is the answer to everything??........ =)

Lyrics ( Nelly - Over and Over Again )

2005-01-11T11:40:00.000+08:00

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I like it down
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head

Confessions

2005-01-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

I Finnaly got bak home and i rush to the computer again.And there she wus on9 ahahaaha my whole time buggin my mum to bring me bak paid off..... =] so yeah we once again had a great time chattin on9. Halfway throught when we were chattin my Good Friend called up.It wus a really suprising 1 cose he is suppose to be in NS but he toke a few dayz off for the edu fair.He called me out to our fav "mamak" "Murni" and we had a long chat ^-^ yeah i remember lookin into the skies and i spotted the very 1st few patterns i just learn ^-^ the "Orion Belt" it reminded me about lotz of stuff and they were all really happee stuffs =Pp After chattin fer a while infront of Leon's house it wus time for me to go bak.Something i didnt really expected happen't ehehe i started imagining scaree stuff yeah it wus quite scaree ahaha but thank god i reach bak home without gettin attack by any unusual stuff..... =Pp

The next morn... i woke up got myself all clean up.My mum brought us to "Taman Megah" WooHoo we had Dim Sum for breakfast.I had a really really great time tasting all the various dumplings.But half way trought all my appetite wus DESTROYED ggrrrrrr. I wus stiring my cup of "Leong Sui" and i notice some black thing spinning inside.The 1st thing i had in mind wus that black thing is a herb or leaf that wusn't filttered properly.But i wus wrong!!! It was a COCKROACH. EEEWWW it wus a small 1 but YUCKs i drank a quarter of that "Leong Sui" already..... =S hhhmmm my mum kinda complain but they just switch my drink to Milo Ice =S they even charge for the Milo Ice. I guess thats 2 MUCH!! ggrrrrr but thankfully i didnt do what i imaggine todo ( making a HAVOC situation out of it ) ehehe cose Fiona was actually there.I only notice her when her fam finish thier food and walk off..... ehheheehe =)

Afterthat , we head of to edu fair.There were Lotz of Booths there but the crowd wusn't extremely big.There were quite allot of space to walk around thankfully ^-^.So yeah bump into few ppl tuition friends , School friends , etc etc . It WAS extremely BORRING i guess i wusn't the right person to be there . I never tried opening to other Courses . Mayb cose i Hold on thigtly to my interest . I dunno................( LOOKIN AT A REALLY DARK FUTURE ) =S yeah i still need to do lotz of research on my interest . And yeah for the ppl looking at this my interest is into designin . (Graphic designin , Animation , Gaming , etc , etc....) so hopefully anyone out there can tell me a lil bout what this people really do and how is thier pay like . i heard lotz of general stories bout this courier and they aren't really pleasant once cose i want to be a millionare haiz....yeah... so i hope i get some comments about this... thanx ^-^

The next thing wus i am back home =Pp this is sure the most unforgettable thing that happen in my whole entire life . I was at home alone and yeah my beautiful angel was on9 again . this time , it wusnt simply a simple chat it kinda move 1 step further . Yeah so i took my chance todo the CRAZIEST thing in the world . yeah i guess i will keep this in between the both of us yeah?? and yeah i had my 1st girlfriend and it has a really great start and i wish this relationship never end . I know there are a few stuff that wasn't really mention here . ( Its not that i wanted to runaway from it but its becose i accept it and i trully LOVE U for the person u r now . ) The past is nothing for me cose i had already found The MOST PERFECT GIRL IN MY LIFE thanx for beeing 1 and once again lets pray this relationship between us never ends......* * *

Yet Another Long Day

2005-01-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

Last night i slept really really late ehehehe wus playin with my new webbie ^-^ had lotsz of fun thought even thought i couldnt see the other party ^-^ ahaha i woke up at 12pm today and i rush 2 the toilet to clean up and the 1st thing i had in mind is to get to the comp hopping to see somebody on9..... but sadly to say the person wusnt on9.... yeah so i kinda waited.. and suddenly a call came... it wus say keat... he called to rescue me from boredom hurrray DOTA.... my 1st time playin it on9...

Yeah and i suck!!! i wus killed countless times and i killed onli like 3 or 2 onli..... it wus a really really bad game... its like sumhow my hero is the weakess thing in the game... haiz..... I NEED TO TRAIN more!!!! ahaha the craziest thing is i skept lucnh just fer DOTA OMG i think i am becomin a freak!! ok ok then after tat yeah i played with the webbie again it wus just plain fun.... ahahaha we werent even really tokkin just playin around with the wildest facial expressions infront of a cam ahahaha ^-^ cant wait fer the next time i play the webbie again =Pp

After that my my mum came home.. she took me to the curtain store to find fer her perfect curtain..... its been dayz she has been bringin me around this places just to have my opinions and all.... i sumhow dunno why i dun really put interest in helpin her thought.... kind moody nowadayz... =(( so i alwayz end up arguiin wit her about decision makin.. yeah and today i wus kinda in a rush to go bak home.... i got sum "important STUFF todo"... yeah and she kinda perposely waste time so i get home later =(( haiz yeah.... i guess tats all fer today =Pp till next time LATERZ ( " , )

My 1st time

2005-01-08T03:54:00.000+08:00

errmmm yeh hie ppl...... errmmm i have been wanting to have a blog fer some time and yeah finnaly i got one..OK lets start of with my bloggin////last few dayz wus kinda 1 of the greatest time of my life... yeah is like finnaly i have open up to sumthin new and had started a new life once again... ^-^ i dont really understand why i feel like that. But yeah mayb bcose is new years or mayb i had met a very special person... ahaha yeah thats fer ME to know and for YOU to find out.. ehehe i am so lame.... ok yeah i had just been fired few dayz ago. And now i am finding a new job with 1 of my bros fwens i met yesterday. we were planin to look around fer jobs this Sat in one utama. hopefully i will get a pleasant job with a boss and can really COMMUNICATE with!!! cose the last 1 wus not such a dream boss haiz....sad to say... he actually lied to me!!! nvm we wouldnt go to that part of the storey... and yeah mayb is the end to my FIRST time bloggin woohoo!! OPENING CEREMONY!!! can hear all the fireworks and see lots of flash ^-^ till next time ppl....

ACRUX ( the lil teddys name )

2005-01-07T18:22:00.000+08:00

ACRUX (Alpha Crucis). Among the most famous constellations in the sky is a "modern" one that is quite invisible from most of the populated northern hemisphere: Crux, the Southern Cross. Some 60 degrees below the celestial equator, Crux is well-visible only roughly south of the Tropic of Cancer (a good reason to go to Hawaii). From nearly all the temperate southern hemisphere, Crux is circumpolar (never setting). Crux's southernmost star, Acrux, is not only the Cross's brightest star (for which it received the Alpha designation), but is the twelfth brightest star in the sky (at 0.77, almost "zeroth" magnitude). It also holds the honor of being the southernmost first magnitude star (just beating out Rigil Kentaurus, Alpha Centauri). Too far south to have received an ancient proper name, "Acrux" simply comes from the A in Alpha plus Crux. A wonderful surprise awaits the telescopic viewer, as Acrux is not one star, but near-twins separated by only 4 seconds of arc. The brighter, Alpha-1, is by itself first magnitude (1.33) and ranks 20th in the sky, while the other, Alpha-2, is bright second magnitude (1.73). Both are hot class B (almost class O) stars, the temperatures about 28,000 and 26,000 Kelvin respectively. The brighter is classed as a subgiant (implying possible beginning evolution), the dimmer as a more ordinary hydrogen-fusing dwarf. From their common distance of 320 light years, we find enormous respective luminosities 25,000 and 16,000 times that of the Sun. And still surprises await. While Alpha-2 is a single star, Alpha-1 is again double, but one whose components are so close that they can be detected only by the effect of their orbital motion on the spectrum. The components of Alpha-1, thought to be around 14 and 10 times the mass of the Sun, orbit in only 76 days at a distance from each other of about one astroomical unit, the distance between the Earth and the Sun. Alpha-1 and Alpha-2 (which has a mass of around 13 solar) orbit over such a long period that motion is only barely seen. From their minimum separation of 430 astronomical units, the period is at least 1500 years, and may be much longer. From Alpha-2, Alpha-1 would (if the separation really is 420 AU) look like a brilliant naked-eye double star, as two blue-white points separated by a bit over a tenth of a degree, together shining with the light of 10,000 full Moons. Another "companion," another class B subgiant, lies 90 seconds of arc away from triple Acrux. It shares Acrux's motion through space, and appears as if it might be gravitationally bound to Acrux. However, if at Acrux's distance, it is under-luminous for its class, and is probably just a line of sight partner over twice as far away. The masses of Alpha-2 and the brighter component of Alpha-1 suggest that the stars will someday explode. The fainter component of Alpha-1 may escape, however, to become a massive white dwarf.